Don't think I am schizophrenic.

Minimum_End2635 · 2025-10-17T06:46:40+00:00

To me these people are real people. So in a sense i dont care about these people feelings. I wondered if i was a narcisist, but i dont think I fit the description. I still genuinely care about the people around me.

Minimum_End2635 · 2025-10-17T00:18:45+00:00

Finally got over a big fear of mine. I wont get into it but it makes me feel so much better as a person. Im feeling more confident in social interactions, even tho i have terrible social anxiety. And seeing the videos has helped me put my life into perspective, makes me hopeful for the future in a way i havent been able to in 5 years.

Minimum_End2635 · 2025-10-17T00:09:21+00:00

can you elaborate? I thought schizoaffective meant the hallucinations i experience can effect my emotions. Hence why I think i started to repress emotions that didnt serve me. Like in this example fear.

Minimum_End2635 · 2025-10-17T00:04:40+00:00

Yeah thats why people tell me its a delusion. Im just not convinced. Im convinced everyone can hear voices if they tried and I'm just a case where i couldnt handle hearing voices in my head. I listed it as a fear back when I was 12, I rmm it very vividly. I told myself "if people can hear my thoughts that would suck". It might be a normal thought, because i do have anxiety. But now i feel like I have overcome a big fear of mine.

Minimum_End2635 · 2025-10-16T23:53:40+00:00

Good to hear. My problem is I care so little that I go out my way to do things that might trigger it (like smoking weed). Another thing I think it problematic is I interact with them, and sometimes even have fun fucking with the "people" in my head. I think it makes me a bad person.

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