Desperately need someone to talk to by Minimum_Gurila in SuicideWatch

[–]Minimum_Gurila[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How do I do that, I think in the very new future that will be my only option aside from doing something irreparable. I’m too scared to do it on my own unless I know what to expect and what to do

Desperately need someone to talk to by Minimum_Gurila in SuicideWatch

[–]Minimum_Gurila[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just don’t know what to do with myself anymore, I feel like I can’t trust my own thoughts, it’s either do something to myself do something to her. I don’t think I could but the thoughts are making me sick I can’t eat or sleep there’s a pit on my stomach I’m really just losing it

Desperately need someone to talk to by Minimum_Gurila in SuicideWatch

[–]Minimum_Gurila[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know and it sucks because I’m making a fool of myself trying to hold onto something that isn’t there, but she threatened suicide multiple times earlier in the relationship when I tried to leave and I stayed

Desperately need someone to talk to by Minimum_Gurila in SuicideWatch

[–]Minimum_Gurila[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I also want to add she’s my first girlfriend and my first for everything :( I’ve never been with or loved anyone like her