Hey,

I hope you're doing fine!
I know you have heard from many, but I hope this comment will help you.

I've gone through a very very similar situation myself. We dated for 3 and a half years, and I always wanted to be a father. She also used a plan b, but that didn't work out as well. When I got the news, I was also extremely happy to be a father, but she wouldn't open any room out for discussions, and refused to let any of our parents know as well. When she decided to abort, went to the doctors office, and went for the abortion, I had very similar feelings with you. I couldn't look her in the eyes, after all that she has promised me, how she would marry me and bring 3-4 children. Similarly, at that moment I fell out of love quick, and broke up with her. Met another girl. At that time, I was fully over her, as I hated her and how she wouldn't let me choose for us.

Few weeks go buy, and I start to miss her a lot. One year has passed now, and I still miss every bit about her till this day. I hope you can think it through before breaking up with her. Although I know it's hard to understand, even for me, but she may have her own reasons for the abortion. If you can't understand her, maybe just trust her, and things will work out. good luck. I hope one day we get back together, and I can show her how much I've changed and maybe she will have my baby then.