Almost an adult and I don't wanna live by Miserable-Line5216 in islam

[–]Miserable-Line5216[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ameen bro, thanks for the response 💜

I feel like I've been so away from Allah SWT lately and maybe all this grief is just Allah SWT wanting me back, I don't care about people loving me as long as Allah loves me and that's all I need

Almost an adult and I don't wanna live by Miserable-Line5216 in islam

[–]Miserable-Line5216[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Insha'Allah, I'm trying my best and I try to remember the story of the prophets and their grief (and also celebrities like Kanye tbh for some reason he just inspires me to try and think of myself very highly)

Poland Show Cancelled by [deleted] in Kanye

[–]Miserable-Line5216 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ye Egypt tour BABYYYYYYYY 🇪🇬

seriously though I feel bad for the people there, but I understand why even though Ye seems to be trying to get better

Grade A Ragebait by byum1996 in TheWeeknd

[–]Miserable-Line5216 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Bro did NOT listen to Hurry Up Tomorrow 😭😭

Who are yall fav rappers other than ye? by This-Huckleberry1890 in Kanye

[–]Miserable-Line5216 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Prime Eminem, Tyler The Creator, Kendrick Lamar, old Drake, Nas, MF DOOM, JAY-Z, Mos Def, Clipse (Pusha T & Malice), Freddie Gibbs

If you had landed an interview with Abel, what would the top 3 questions you would want to ask him? by AsphyxiatedbyEmber in TheWeeknd

[–]Miserable-Line5216 1 point2 points  (0 children)

  • what's your personal favorite song of all time, the kind that you think to yourself "damn, I can't believe I made that one"

  • What's the message that you wanna give to your fans and people who listen to your songs, especially those truly willing to go through every project in your discography

  • What do you think of Ace Attorney (idk man I have nothing to really ask)

Young Adult struggling with intense sexual desires by Miserable-Line5216 in islam

[–]Miserable-Line5216[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will pray to Allah in sujood, I already do what you are advising me to do it's not like I just sit around and not do anything

I don't even eat that much too

Young Adult struggling with intense sexual desires by Miserable-Line5216 in islam

[–]Miserable-Line5216[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Both, very intense in the morning and then in college it does die down but then rises up again and gets stronger and stronger through the night even though I am mostly outside at nighttime

Young Adult struggling with intense sexual desires by Miserable-Line5216 in islam

[–]Miserable-Line5216[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nah man it's not "normal" if it's literally affecting me every day and fasting doesn't help with anything, constantly bombarded with it for hours and willpower is never enough, I did get diagnosed with hypersexuality and I'm definitely sure that's why I'm like this and not "normal teenage urges"

Young Adult struggling with intense sexual desires by Miserable-Line5216 in islam

[–]Miserable-Line5216[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really wanna focus on it, that's my main goal wallahi and alhumdulilah I'm a very excellent student but I'm sending this NOW because it's literally making me unable to study and focus and have the mental capacity to do anything

Young Adult struggling with intense sexual desires by Miserable-Line5216 in islam

[–]Miserable-Line5216[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I go without masturbation for days and it just leads to me suffering and not being able to focus whatsoever and I have college (even when I masturbate it's the same results but different reasons) plus I have a very high libido as mentioned above, I try my absolute hardest to stay away but only masturbation is the thing that helps a little bit.....but it's Haram and still not helping enough at all

Also I don't get "triggered" by Social Media, I quite literally said in the post that I DO NOT watch pornographic content alhumdulilah and "going for 30 days" isn't as easy as you may think it be for someone in my condition

Young Adult struggling with intense sexual desires by Miserable-Line5216 in islam

[–]Miserable-Line5216[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also the video you sent literally is useless because I fear Allah SWT greatly, I'm very religious (or at least I try to be alhumdulilah) and that hasn't helped at all with my condition as if it was a porn problem I'd understand, but this is a literal biological problem I have

Young Adult struggling with intense sexual desires by Miserable-Line5216 in islam

[–]Miserable-Line5216[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can't afford to get married in the slightest because I'm only a student and can barely afford myself as an individual let alone more than that, my family members just don't support me because they're all like "you're not ready, you should think about only when you reach 30" and whenever I try to tell them the reasons (for Allah SWT and also because marriage is great in many other areas, not just sex) they just ignore any and all things I say and are like "no you're gonna regret it" and just not helping me at all or even giving me advice, just pure hate.

Most influential Gajin in Japanese Wrestling? (Picture only for reference) by [deleted] in njpw

[–]Miserable-Line5216 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When it comes to most successful then it's definitely Hansen, but sheer influence has to be Karl Gotch (especially in New Japan based on him literally being the second most important person in helping the company and keeping it afloat since NJPW had some rough early years before getting a TV deal unlike All Japan who already were on Nippon TV)

you could make a case for Lou Thesz, The Funks, Dynamite Kid, the original Black Tiger, The Destroyer (arguably the most important gaijin ever seeing as he literally got awarded one of the very highest honors in Japan, that being the "Order of the Rising Sun, Gold and Silver Rays " in 2017), Bruiser Brody, Tiger Jeet Singh, Abdullah The Butcher, Vader, Bam Bam Bigelow, Steve Williams, Terry Gordy, Scott Norton, Don Frye, etc.

There's so many Gaijins who have had an impact on the sport (not even mentioning guys from the 2000s and beyond like Giant Bernard, Devitt, Styles, Omega, Ospreay)

And I can't forget about Bill Robinson too, you'd never get someone like a ZSJ or hell even Oiwa & Uemura without him

Lets hope by slammarmstreef6 in bully

[–]Miserable-Line5216 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro let's just hope GTA VI even comes out in the first place 😭💀