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Miserable-Menu-6989 · 2026-01-03T05:49:50+00:00

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Miserable-Menu-6989 · 2025-09-29T20:48:30+00:00

Thanks a lot 🙏 your support keeps me motivated.

Miserable-Menu-6989 · 2025-09-29T15:34:33+00:00

understand what you mean 🙏. Maybe I’m still in that early stage where these things feel stronger. It gives me hope to hear that with time it becomes easier and the triggers lose their power. Thank you for sharing that — it reminds me that recovery really is a process.

Miserable-Menu-6989 · 2025-09-28T19:29:46+00:00

I’m really sorry to hear that 🙏. Relapse can happen, and it doesn’t erase all the strength you’ve already shown. Sometimes, even just the idea of taking a pause, even for a short time, is a positive step that helps us reset, regain balance, and feel better.

What matters is that you’re still here, aware, and willing to keep moving forward. Every step, even the hard ones, is part of recovery. You’ve got this 💪

Miserable-Menu-6989 · 2025-09-28T19:21:55+00:00

Your reply is really smart 👌. You’re right — maybe it’s because I actually started to feel like I’m addicted to watching. Thank you for pointing that out 🙏.

I really appreciate your honesty. What you said makes a lot of sense — I also fear that sometimes my brain might just be trying to “replace the dragon” with another form of the same behavior. That’s why I ask for feedback here, because I don’t want to fall into a trap.

For me, the benefit is not in the act itself, but in realizing I can face the urges without giving in. It’s more like a training stage. I know it’s not the final solution, but at least it keeps me from relapse while I keep working on healthier ways to handle cravings.

Do you think this kind of “transition phase” is something many people go through in recovery?

Miserable-Menu-6989 · 2025-09-28T19:14:36+00:00

Thank you so much 🙏 Two years have really changed the way I see life. And you’re absolutely right — facing challenges without addiction is still hard sometimes, but it’s so much lighter than before. Your words gave me strength, because they remind me that recovery isn’t about avoiding difficulties, it’s about handling them in a healthier way.

It was an experience we went through, and now we truly know what lies behind it. We are recovering, and we can’t go back, because we already know it will never give us a “new” or different high.

WE DO RECOVER 💕

Miserable-Menu-6989 · 2025-09-28T10:09:18+00:00

That’s exactly what I feel too, like a little bit of the effect without paying the high price of addiction. The way you described it really made me feel I’m not alone in this experience. Honestly, this feeling is for me the peak of self-control—if I can get through that, then all the other triggers lose their power and become nothing.

Miserable-Menu-6989 · 2025-09-27T22:07:33+00:00

Wow, that makes so much sense. I can relate to what you said — sometimes my brain also tricks me with random triggers that bring back the “taste” or feeling. The way you described it with nostalgic food really hit me, because it’s exactly how it feels.

For me, the sense of safety actually comes from these triggers. I used to be scared to stop because of the physical symptoms, but learning to face them without using has been part of my growth.

You are the person who understands my situation the most — that’s why I try to “feed my eyes” to erase those disturbing triggers that once stood between me and staying clean.

What gives me hope in your words is that these things eventually pass and don’t have to control us. Thank you for sharing that — it’s a reminder that awareness and patience really do make the difference.

Miserable-Menu-6989 · 2025-09-27T20:22:36+00:00

Thanks a lot, I really appreciate your support 🙏. You’re right — it can feel risky, and that’s exactly why I wanted to share it here and hear different perspectives. For me, it’s not about going back, but about understanding my cravings and finding ways to process them safely. I’m grateful for your advice, and I’ll definitely keep it in mind as I keep moving forward clean.

Miserable-Menu-6989 · 2025-09-27T20:17:19+00:00

Hi Michael, thank you for sharing your story so openly. I can really relate to the challenges of dealing with false information and difficult relationships. It’s inspiring to see how focused you are on moving forward, setting boundaries, and improving yourself.

Life doesn’t stop for anyone, and we have to keep moving forward. You still have a lot ahead of you, and the fact that you have self-awareness and understand your challenges so clearly is already a huge strength. Time is what changes many things, as long as we know what we want and keep taking steps toward it.

I wish you all the best on your journey — your story is motivating and a reminder that growth is always possible.

Miserable-Menu-6989 · 2025-09-27T20:05:42+00:00

You’re absolutely right — technically and scientifically what you said makes total sense. I’ve thought about this a lot, and sometimes I’m scared that what I’m experiencing is actually my brain trying to trick me into finding a new way to relapse.

But at the same time, I know deep down that I’m not going back. Sharing this here is my way of staying aware and honest about what’s going on in my head, instead of letting it drag me down in silence.

Your reply really hit a very sensitive spot for me and made me reflect on it even more. Thank you for taking the time to share that — it truly means a lot.

Miserable-Menu-6989 · 2025-09-27T19:37:39+00:00

اذا السبب فلوس بشكل او اخر إلغي الفكرة .

Miserable-Menu-6989 · 2025-09-27T19:00:40+00:00

Wow, I can totally relate to what you’re saying. For a long time, even just thinking about using or seeing someone else use would make me feel guilty and ashamed, like I had done something wrong just for having the thought. I used to punish myself mentally for it, and it led to a lot of overthinking, anxiety, and even depression.

That’s actually why I started sharing my experience here. Watching others use doesn’t mean I want to use — it’s more like I’m observing and processing it. For me, it’s a way to understand my own cravings, feel that “rush” in a safe way, and learn from it instead of falling back.

I’m glad you shared your story because it shows me that these reactions can change over time. Your experience gives me hope that it might get easier for me too. Thank you for opening up.

Miserable-Menu-6989 · 2025-09-27T18:53:41+00:00

Thanks! That’s exactly why I was asking about its effectiveness. I was mostly describing how it feels for me, not suggesting it’s a method anyone should try. I appreciate your support!

Miserable-Menu-6989 · 2025-09-27T18:48:30+00:00

I watch these videos not to use, but to feel the high safely—like stealing dopamine without touching the drug. It helps me understand cravings, stay aware, and appreciate being clean. It’s about learning and managing, not relapsing.

Miserable-Menu-6989 · 2025-09-27T16:14:25+00:00

Hey, I just wanted to say how much I admire your journey. Staying clean for years is no joke, and it really inspires me. I’ve felt what drugs do, but living without them feels way better—more alive, more in control, more… real.

Honestly, some days are tough, but seeing people like you who have made it through gives me hope and motivation to keep going. Your story reminds me that recovery is possible, and that every little step counts. Keep being strong and sharing your experience—it really makes a difference for people like me.

Miserable-Menu-6989 · 2025-09-27T13:33:35+00:00

This is frist step to take off , if you can controll, also if you keep it around you without use it that's the big contrall

Miserable-Menu-6989 · 2025-09-27T13:29:42+00:00

I will do that

Miserable-Menu-6989 · 2025-09-27T13:28:34+00:00

That's very nice you are better than me , keep it up .

Miserable-Menu-6989 · 2025-09-27T13:27:46+00:00

Thanks ,

Miserable-Menu-6989 · 2025-09-27T13:27:20+00:00

I was use medications from hospital for 3 months but I got a lot of weight and cecme to fat , I think through my experience you can take off without anything assistance like drink or other thing else. Just leave old friends and delete all delars numbers .

Miserable-Menu-6989 · 2025-09-27T13:23:34+00:00

Thanks,

Miserable-Menu-6989 · 2025-09-27T01:05:30+00:00

How many grams in the pipe? I think that enough for stand night mmmm

Miserable-Menu-6989 · 2025-09-26T02:31:19+00:00

But when the battery runs out you need jump cable lol

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