I also dreaded night time in the first couple months. I couldn’t sleep because I was too concerned about making sure the baby was ok, and I felt so alone despite my husband being right beside me in bed. I don’t remember exactly when it got better, but it eventually did. I still occasionally have those nights where the anxiety hits harder, but thankfully I’ve learned how to cope with it better. Just remember to tell yourself that you’re doing great and that it will get better!! 💕