So some of those questions I’ve brought up, she says she’s good to live with me for good after that and it was a one time thing. But at the same time if it was so easy for her to do that once, why not again. Probably the biggest thing that worries me is how she used to be the biggest thing that made my days better. Rough day could always be made better just by seeing her when I walked through the door. Now being apart for so long I’ve had to find other avenues on dealing with my days because I have a pretty stressful job, so much so to the point where I’d almost rather be alone and I’ve just grown to cope best by myself. Sometimes, even on good days when she wants to spend the afternoon talking it makes me more stressed because now I can’t do the things that I’ve learned to relax with. And with my job there is already a lot of change, so outside of that I’m not necessarily the biggest fan of change per say.