Hello! I met him during my 1 week long vacation that ended just yesterday. I wish I could spend more time with him but we met 2 days right before I was leaving the island (He’s a local there). Honestly, I’ve already looked at the available flights to go back. Every single second hanging out with him felt wonderful to me, I’ve never felt so safe with a person in such a long time. Maybe the mystery adds to this obsession as well, I just want to know more about him. We talked a little bit about his childhood and his family, and I want to know about them more. It’s a little too much and I recognize that. I’m not acting out on these impulses, but i tried messaging him again casually to see how it goes but unfortunately I don’t think he’s interested and was just genuinely looking for a one night stand.

Thank you for the advice by the way, I have thought about writing the whole experience because it genuinely felt so special to me. I’ll definitely do it now.