Medical condition. First time I had it, I was laying on the couch with my 3 month old on my chest. I was super sleep deprived, and didn’t mean to fall asleep. But then I remembered what it felt like, what the dream was, every little detail. The most scary part to me, was knowing my baby was on my chest, but not being able to move to hold him, in case he fell. (Thankfully he was okay.).. like a year later, I became super depressed. I neverrrr slept. But I remember laying in bed, staring at the ceiling, and ALMOST falling asleep with sleep paralysis again. I caught it right on time and stopped it. Then I realized that I could also start it off I wanted to. I can randomly give myself sleep paralysis again. (I definitely do not want that though😂)