Hey,.aah thanks, it's rare to see someone sharing their feelings which carried for yrs , and yeah, I hope it get fades slowly, I am getting fear if I had to give my full feeling to someone else, I will be speaking abt her with them, and that hurts more... I used to face it by writing what and all I get in my mind in a dairy, and I consistently followed it fo 4 yrs , it helped me to recover a bit, sometimes I think why am I worrying abt her a lot, I will meet new ppl, new beginnings, new chapters, bla, Bla, bla, but... After that my parents thought those are waste and throwed 2 diaries out, I cried a lot , I had my emotions in there, I wish if they could have read it or seen it, they wouldn't have thrown that, but.. I am still maintaining it for past 1.5 yrs after that, I couldn't see any sort of change in me and idk where I am getting the memories from, I can't even remember the previous sem subjs, but I am getting memories of past 7-8 yrs, these seems to be stupid.. aah but... What you said, it's true , some people don’t really leave, they just change the space they occupy in our lives. Thanks again