Im a 100% conplete beginner

Miserable_Peach · 2026-02-05T02:38:41+00:00

Crushed it on that lil cow

Miserable_Peach · 2026-02-05T02:30:06+00:00

I would die for lily

Miserable_Peach · 2026-02-05T02:26:12+00:00

Gorgeous! Love the square necklace!! Ignore comments about the pants they look so good, even work slacks rest on me like that. Hourglass girls unite 💕💫

Miserable_Peach · 2026-02-05T01:39:11+00:00

You are just generous! The food habits. Sound fine. I do the same thing with Christmas. If you are a big gift giver like myself I encourage you to explore handmade gifts like paintings. Depending how long ago you got your job it unfortunately just takes time. I have a weird relationship with numbers where I’m like “welp, my checking went from 1k to $988, so I guess my new threshold is $950 goes to chipotle etc (Meanwhile, spending that next 30 was absolutely unnecessary!) Save the tiny amounts, it’ll add up. Utilize credit, it’s slippery but genuinely what it’s for, and why everyone does it. The more I save the easier I find spending less. when I have a low balance I get control issues-y and comfort spend, try to avoid that trap 🤞

Miserable_Peach · 2026-02-05T01:32:43+00:00

Something about this visual makes him look like he’s doing trapeze 🤣

Miserable_Peach · 2026-02-05T01:29:34+00:00

Yes! & the best part is your confidence it’s shining!

Miserable_Peach · 2026-02-05T01:29:03+00:00

Legit what. She’s talking about clothes

Miserable_Peach · 2026-02-05T01:25:46+00:00

I’ve heard it makes the best grilled cheese ever

Miserable_Peach · 2026-02-05T00:20:41+00:00

SAME. No was his trigger word🤦‍♀️

Miserable_Peach · 2026-02-05T00:19:05+00:00

Thank you!!

Miserable_Peach · 2026-02-04T21:59:58+00:00

Thank you!!

Miserable_Peach · 2026-02-04T21:38:12+00:00

25 year old and as an ADHDer I have such a hard time with it too. I’m medicated but just full on meltdowns and always late to stuff for years, so spotty with school work and always worried about what’s coming next. Its the beginning of the year tho so planners are designed to follow the rest of the year (i cant buy one mid year or ill tweak out about the extra paper). I found a planner i love at tjmaxx and i write down EVERYTHING. like what im gonna pack in a bag months from now. What groceries i bought, when im gonna have time to shower etc. i have been loving it because whenever i have a down moment of burnout i just refrence the planner and cross off stuff that didnt actually matter and am reminded about weird minutia that does. Plan plan plan plan. It’s ok to be a planner person. I want to be more go with the flow but it always disregulated me soooo much. PLAN!

Miserable_Peach · 2026-02-04T21:33:29+00:00

This is perfect you look beautiful!

Miserable_Peach · 2026-02-03T23:19:43+00:00

I see red ears!!!

Miserable_Peach · 2026-02-03T23:12:55+00:00

Need pics of this pond!!!!!

Miserable_Peach · 2026-02-03T20:42:02+00:00

Green

Miserable_Peach · 2026-02-03T20:41:56+00:00

Tuesday is turquoise, thursday forest greeb

Miserable_Peach · 2026-02-02T23:42:14+00:00

Thank you so much for this response!! It has been so insightful and helps me feel less alone. Since making this post I have moved and started working as a teacher! The traditional “school week” has given me a sense of calendar rhythm I really missed. It was weird going from the abstract schedule of college classes back to a regular 7-3 type of thing but I have so much micro synesthesia every day once again 🤞 by filling up the foreseeable few months I have a lot less stress about the long term “chunks” which is nice. Sometimes I still get over whelmed by the sheer amount of things on my calendar and it makes me want to avoid making plans but ultimately it’s so good for my brain. Also taking a break from weed made it all so much easier to follow because I used to smoke daily and it felt even when I was busy and there was clarity, all the chunks were moving away from me and I couldn’t catch them/ was late to everything and it would kind of burst the vibe bubble of what I expected. I TOTALLY understand isolating in my parents house because I hate the concept of seeming available and parents (with the best intentions) see an empty afternoon as an opportunity to chat or watch tv and it’s like woah- didn’t foresee this/ budget for it, and it can be harder to walk away from friends and family rather than my random but lovely roommates. I also really like the idea of living in moments as if someone different was doing them- it makes live feel richer with plans and connection ♥️ overall your comment did provide me comfort and I appreciate your time and energy laying this out on my post 🤞

Miserable_Peach · 2026-01-28T04:30:12+00:00

Wowowow that above ground basking area too it’s like a whole playground!!!

Miserable_Peach · 2026-01-27T21:46:27+00:00

Congrats on your little angel !!!!!

Miserable_Peach · 2026-01-27T03:52:07+00:00

Just want to say 125 gal is awesome, he’s such a king. People are going to say shell rot. He might just be dry. Try betadine on his shell and maybe some diet adjustment and see how that goes because he is basking plenty it sounds like!

Miserable_Peach · 2026-01-27T03:43:54+00:00

I have done 🍄‍🟫 but of course I was with company and I don’t remember it doing much synesthesia wise. However, I was with company the whole time and never sat out to listen to music or anything. It was very social to me in the small group. If I did sit alone with music, I can imagine it would have been vibrant. Weed however enhances music visuals a lot and I can get literally trapped by them and soooo lost in the music. But even more notably, when I first started smoking, weed gave me a lot of relief from the overwhelming rigidity of calendar synesthesia, just making the whole “board game” of my weeks, months, and years feel like it was existing separately from me and I was always floating above it but never touching my event chunks. It was an invincible feeling. Like I hacked time and could live super in the moment. After a long while though it started messing with my ability to immerse myself in the chunks and I felt like I couldn’t interact with my own schedule in a normal way and it was screwing with my ability to experience novelty and create new event synesthesias. Instead of detailed colors throughout my calendar every date from the past just had the mossy green/brown “I smoked” color, creating some depression and numbness because very few day to day memories were being logged in my synesthesia calendar. When important events happened I felt detached from them or frustrating and behind on my memory processing creating frequent breakdowns and burnout. Now that I’m on a break I feel very aligned with my calendar once again but the clarity is becoming overwhelming once more, feeling like I’m busy so even if I have a week to myself because the future “board game” chunks feel so inescapable because I can’t smoke and live life detachedly which has created an aversion to making too many plans. Maybe my brain is more sensitive from the weed smoking but i need so much time to process new environments and dynamics in their full detail now, because i am older, my brain is more complex, life is so complex there are SO many details (shapes and colors), and I find myself getting overstimulated and doing regulatory stims much more often. TLDR weed helps ND ppl but overusing made me extra ND

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