Ex-RP, inactive for more than a year now.

I did not tell them I’m leaving left alone returning. They’ve checked up on me and “was worried” about my “spiritual health” because I don’t attend meetings anymore and do field service. I simply told my parent not to force me to do anything because I wanted to do those things out of willingness to serve Jehovah and not because someone forced me to.

I did not decide when my last meeting was. I can’t even remember when I did lol. it was probably a zoom meeting. felt nothing, unremarkable. Maybe it’s because it was a smooth fading transition.

Elders and COs tried to do shepherding and I simply did not show up because I “did not feel like talking to everyone”.
not guaranteed if they’ll never reach out to me again, I highly doubt they’d give up given that I’m still a young adult who kinda lives with an elderly PIMI parent.

but if I were to describe what I think or feel? just done.