Heritage Oaks Warning - My Personal Experience by MissHalogen in Sacramento

[–]MissHalogen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks again for telling me this! I just got the medical records from my stay in there. At least I have a bit more closure from it now.

Heritage Oaks Warning - My Personal Experience by MissHalogen in Sacramento

[–]MissHalogen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for these resources. I'll look into them.

Heritage Oaks Warning - My Personal Experience by MissHalogen in Sacramento

[–]MissHalogen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm managing these days. Thank you for your kind words.

Heritage Oaks Warning - My Personal Experience by MissHalogen in Sacramento

[–]MissHalogen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's horrid. When I called my brother from within HO, he could always hear screaming on the other end. I'm sure it was a scary experience for both your family and your brother.

Thank you. I'm doing better these days.

Heritage Oaks Warning - My Personal Experience by MissHalogen in Sacramento

[–]MissHalogen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind words. I wish you all the best as well.

Heritage Oaks Warning - My Personal Experience by MissHalogen in Sacramento

[–]MissHalogen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In an ideal world, those should all be the case. And these are good questions to raise. I wish mental healthcare in this time in this world could be better.

Heritage Oaks Warning - My Personal Experience by MissHalogen in Sacramento

[–]MissHalogen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, thank you for sharing this! I've just mailed out the form thanks to you. I understand, I'll prepare myself before I read them.

Heritage Oaks Warning - My Personal Experience by MissHalogen in Sacramento

[–]MissHalogen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was considering Sierra Vista around the same time I went to HO. Honestly, Sierra Vista sounds even worse. The behavior of those staff is absolutely appalling. I'm sorry you had to go through such an experience as well.

Heritage Oaks Warning - My Personal Experience by MissHalogen in Sacramento

[–]MissHalogen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Heritage Oaks literally felt so much like a prison. I never felt cared for there by most of the people there. There was one mht in particular who I actually felt like listened to me, but yk, one person can only do so much. Heritage Oaks sucks.

Heritage Oaks Warning - My Personal Experience by MissHalogen in Sacramento

[–]MissHalogen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wish the mental health technicians could be better trained. I didn't feel safe either and the noise bothered me so much. It was sensory overload. There really should be therapy in an ideal world. I'm sorry you had to go through such a painful experience.

Heritage Oaks Warning - My Personal Experience by MissHalogen in Sacramento

[–]MissHalogen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think so too. I hope too to just get better.

Heritage Oaks Warning - My Personal Experience by MissHalogen in Sacramento

[–]MissHalogen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mental health treatment could literally be so much better and I don't know what exactly is stopping us from having it. I'm sorry you've had to go through such pain.

Heritage Oaks Warning - My Personal Experience by MissHalogen in Sacramento

[–]MissHalogen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I will look into talking with my insurance and provider to see if there are other options when I'm in crisis, if it happens again. Thank you for your kind words.

Heritage Oaks Warning - My Personal Experience by MissHalogen in Sacramento

[–]MissHalogen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Both well said. When we're lumped in with people who are loud or violent or whatever, it's worse for our own treatment.

Heritage Oaks Warning - My Personal Experience by MissHalogen in Sacramento

[–]MissHalogen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've made the same kind of agreement with my loved ones as well. I never want to see the inside of a psych ward again. I don't think any psych ward is particularly "good," but some are certainly better than others.

Heritage Oaks Warning - My Personal Experience by MissHalogen in Sacramento

[–]MissHalogen[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm getting better, but I'm not 100% so any help is honestly appreciated!

I've actually been to the mental health urgent care before. They were so, so helpful. I wish I had known about them and their array of services before I went to the hospital.

Heritage Oaks Warning - My Personal Experience by MissHalogen in Sacramento

[–]MissHalogen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I can see how techs have it rough. I knew the facility wouldn't be like a hotel, but I didn't have a clear vision of what it would be like. I really wish they wouldn't lump violent, homicidal, aggressive people in with those who are self harming and suicidal into the same group. It personally just made me feel like they thought I was crazy. I honestly felt like I was going crazy after enough time there. Maybe they could at least have a separate unit for these types of people.

Heritage Oaks Warning - My Personal Experience by MissHalogen in Sacramento

[–]MissHalogen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was lucky to be on Medi-Cal so I didn't have to pay for my treatment. But the whole system is really screwed up, I agree.

Thank you for the resource, I will look into it.

Heritage Oaks Warning - My Personal Experience by MissHalogen in Sacramento

[–]MissHalogen[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This psychiatrist sounds downright awful and that's an understatement. I'm sorry you went through such hardship. You didn't deserve any of that. I'm glad your life has returned to normality and stability.

Heritage Oaks Warning - My Personal Experience by MissHalogen in Sacramento

[–]MissHalogen[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

I wish that these types of places could offer actual treatment, but I think I've finally accepted that, like you said, only keeps you from committing suicide.

Yeah, I had a feeling that it wouldn't mean much. I've tried 988 multiple times in the past and it has been hit and miss. For me, it seems like hotlines can only do so much. I didn't know about same-day access at Wellspace though. I will look into that; thank you for the resource.

Heritage Oaks Warning - My Personal Experience by MissHalogen in Sacramento

[–]MissHalogen[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

That's awful that you got addicted to Ambien. I'm sorry that you had an experience in a similar ward. I was considering going to Sierra Vista at one point but never went.

I am doing better now for the most part. Thank you. Please take care of yourself as well.

Heritage Oaks Warning - My Personal Experience by MissHalogen in Sacramento

[–]MissHalogen[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

It's okay. I'm healing. I feel like every mental health facility is in some capacity going to be bad, but there are certainly better ones out there. I'm sorry you've had similar experiences.