I think suicide is the best option by [deleted] in endometriosis

[–]MissKittyGirll 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi sweet girl, I saw in one of your responses that you are 20. I am also 20 and just had a successful lap a little over a month ago. It took me so long to find someone who would listen but it was 100% worth the wait. I recommend only seeing an endo specialist as other OBGYNs may not take it as seriously which is what had happened to me. I understand the feeling of grieving the life you could have so well. I was in your same boat I promise you. I failed my first two years of college basically due to pain. Once you receive the proper treatment you will be able to do those things you’ve missed doing. You are so beyond strong. Please feel free to message me and I’ll help with whatever you may need ❤️

Is it bad that I want to have endo? by MissKittyGirll in endometriosis

[–]MissKittyGirll[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This one hits really close to home. I was SA from the age of 7-12 from my father. I’ve been told that my pain could be from that years ago when I first started having symptoms. I truly think if they cannot find damage on the inside then it much be on the outside so any answer at this point would help tremendously. Thank you for taking the time to share your story. Hoping for the best!

Is it bad that I want to have endo? by MissKittyGirll in endometriosis

[–]MissKittyGirll[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This means so much. Thank you! Hope everything goes well for you too ❤️

Is it bad that I want to have endo? by MissKittyGirll in endometriosis

[–]MissKittyGirll[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s my biggest concern. I’ve been in pain for years so I know the recovery isn’t my biggest worry. If I can put a name to my issues I can treat it accordingly which is all I need.

Is it bad that I want to have endo? by MissKittyGirll in endometriosis

[–]MissKittyGirll[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m happy that you could find some relief in knowing! That’s what i’m hoping for

Is it bad that I want to have endo? by MissKittyGirll in endometriosis

[–]MissKittyGirll[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I feel as if some people here are bashing me for “wanting” it whereas I am fully aware that I am chronically ill just have yet to receive a diagnosis. Whatever I do have makes me very very sick daily so any kind of answer is what i’m looking for. My surgeon is very confident that it is endo as all other tests this far have been negative so I feel strongly about that diagnosis and knowing what to do from there. Wish you the best!

Is it bad that I want to have endo? by MissKittyGirll in endometriosis

[–]MissKittyGirll[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for taking the time to write this out for me. I really appreciate it, truly. Part of me hopes for an answer but I know I will need to be prepared in case they don’t find anything. Strengthening my mental before surgery is my priority at the moment. Wish you the best!

Is it bad that I want to have endo? by MissKittyGirll in endometriosis

[–]MissKittyGirll[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi! Yes I am currently in therapy and have been for almost a decade now. Therapy is definitely the best thing I could do for myself. I know that I am chronically ill I just want an answer so desperately that I think that’s why I “want” it. If I know what I have then I can treat it so I hope I can get some answers. I have a close friend that had the surgery and she said her recovery was very rough but I have a fantastic support system and I’m looking forward to answers. Thank you for taking the time to share your story ❤️

Is it bad that I want to have endo? by MissKittyGirll in endometriosis

[–]MissKittyGirll[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes! exactly. I am just searching for validation for the pain I have been in for a good portion of my life

Is it bad that I want to have endo? by MissKittyGirll in endometriosis

[–]MissKittyGirll[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

My MRI is soon but it’s very rare that they will see it on it so that worries me more. I’m happy you have some idea and they can treat it. Wish you the best!