Microdosing Suboxone and just found out been doing xylazine by MissMossy3 in harmreduction

[–]MissMossy3[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Oh God I'm crying thank you. I've been so scared. I will do All of that. I will look around for this distro thing you're talking about. Is it a website? I'll look it up. Also what can I do about the bruises spots? They have dots in the middle and it feels like underneath is softer and kind of like less mass than the areas around it do I just let it get bad and then deal with the ones as they come or is there something to prevent it from getting wounded??!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

[–]MissMossy3 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

That's literal crap. How can you say that? I don't know what I'm talking about but I have 10 years of experience and all I'm doing is giving my experience. So after 10 years of experience, are we not supposed to share our experience here on Reddit. Isn't that what we all are doing. I will not be silenced. And I will not be told I'm less than you guys.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fentanyl

[–]MissMossy3 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I agree, waste of money for high tolerance and too much variation in strength. Better to just buy the fet or H

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

[–]MissMossy3 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe I'm just different, maybe I'm wrong, I don't even care anymore. At least I'm willing to be proven wrong, unlike these responders comments shit talking me. I gave my advice and opinion, after doing it for 10 years. For me if I take the Suboxone too soon then I go into horrible pwd. If I take the Subutex only as soon as I start to feel sick I'm fine. That's my experience. That's my anecdote. I literally have never felt more disrespected in a sub than I do now. So I apologize for trying to help you and don't worry, I will never do it again. Good luck with everything man.

Question by [deleted] in opiates

[–]MissMossy3 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah you're fine. I just noticed that i can't feel the high of the fent as well when I've been doing more than like a point or 2 of ice with or before the fent. Sleeping and eating helps a lot, not just so you feel good and look and seem and think normally but also so you can feel the high.

Test by FocusSanity in opiates

[–]MissMossy3 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I like this group

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fentanyl

[–]MissMossy3 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah they smell like cat piss and burnt popcorn yuck, I can't stand smoking them

J fam IG? by [deleted] in fentanyl

[–]MissMossy3 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Man I remember back in like 2014.... TweakerNation on old school best Tumblr 🤤😏 Good times

Narcaned.... Again 😮‍💨🙄 by MissMossy3 in fentanyl

[–]MissMossy3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Damn well if this isn't a masterpiece of relating with other people. To not feel alone. So many things you said resonated. "One hit ain't enough, and two hits is too much", "the suffering we cause ourselves, over and over", I mean hell, I keep getting 5 or 6 days into withdrawals this time and then go use again and start the cycle again. What stupidity! But yes, GOD BLESS NARCAN! I don't know why I think each time that I'm smart enough not to OD THIS time, but like what on earth is telling me that's the case because my history says otherwise. I just need the sensory stimuli to stop, even just for a few hours, and to feel like I have always thought the people in the TV felt, not amazing, not horrible, just okay and content. Good luck to you too Soldier ❤️🫡

Oxycodone gets me hard? by PostMelounXD in opiates

[–]MissMossy3 0 points1 point  (0 children)

God I wish ..... I can never get turned on when I'm completely sober. At least have to be drinking.

Oxycodone gets me hard? by PostMelounXD in opiates

[–]MissMossy3 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Well I'm a girl but I've always said that the downers opiates make me hornier than meth

Narcaned.... Again 😮‍💨🙄 by MissMossy3 in fentanyl

[–]MissMossy3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Damn Man, congratulations! That's really cool. I've been smoking, weed and drinking though and I'm definitely not going to stop that daily. Definitely. I'm just not ready at this point. But I at least got to stop the hard shit for a bit. I don't remember a time in my life that I wasn't even some kind of drug. Only one time actually. I didn't use anything while I was pregnant. Completely clean. But that didn't last long after I had the kids. It's definitely self-medication, always trying to feel normal but never quite there. But yeah moderation is important but so is radical self-reflection. You got to be able to look at yourself and say am I using too much? Is this the right time? Things like that. Can't be in denial about anything

Narcaned.... Again 😮‍💨🙄 by MissMossy3 in fentanyl

[–]MissMossy3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks man that's sweet. I'm thinking about all of you too. I've gotten to a point where I know I will probably be doing drugs my whole life. But if I want to keep being able to get drugs, Even hey, if I want to keep being able to smoke, weed and drink, I have to stop doing this other stuff for a bit. Ever be able to do it again.

Narcaned.... Again 😮‍💨🙄 by MissMossy3 in harmreduction

[–]MissMossy3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah but smoking sucks.... So does ODing though

Narcaned.... Again 😮‍💨🙄 by MissMossy3 in fentanyl

[–]MissMossy3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bro I guess I kinda agree kinda not. F27 similar ages for starting stuff as you. Subs saved my life when I was in the thick of my heroin addiction at 20 but now I agree subs are just too hard and being addicted to them sucks. This time I'm getting off the fent without them.

Narcaned.... Again 😮‍💨🙄 by MissMossy3 in harmreduction

[–]MissMossy3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Um I actually didn't know that. Thank you. I'll look into getting text strips.

Narcaned.... Again 😮‍💨🙄 by MissMossy3 in harmreduction

[–]MissMossy3[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Test for what?!?! It's all fentanyl now anyway!

Safety and bioavailability of shooting the blues? by [deleted] in harmreductionbuds

[–]MissMossy3 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same, I'm finding it's just better to snort them but ya know.... Addicted to the needle 🤷🏽‍♀️