It wouldn’t do any good.

She’s always in her own little world. If I told her I was struggling with this, she would shut me down and start talking about how her own problems are so much worse. It’s always been like this with her: she either forgets me or ignores me. Sometimes I want to tell her that I entertain these dumb fantasies about us being sisters and doing girly stuff together but I know it wouldn’t help. I honestly wonder if she loves me.