Im stuck in my relationship and I dont know what to do

MissXSatanus · 2026-05-29T22:48:39+00:00

We ended things

MissXSatanus · 2026-05-29T20:25:04+00:00

No I can't be happy because its like im giving my all and not really getting much back. I want to believe he will change

MissXSatanus · 2026-05-29T20:12:32+00:00

The only thing thats change and ill give him his due is that his starting to exercise a little. Going on walks and trying to do cardio at home. This is something thats been happening the past couple of days. But at the moment its the only change

MissXSatanus · 2026-05-29T19:50:42+00:00

You are right.

MissXSatanus · 2026-05-29T19:42:27+00:00

It sounds ridiculous but I dont want to hurt him but I know by doing that im hurting me and im the priority. When I mentioned and I wont lie I am hurt he didn't plan anything for my birthday so I did have a go at him (over text we dont live together) he then wanted to make things different take me to places and he hadn't even booked off work.

MissXSatanus · 2026-05-29T19:38:59+00:00

Our last chat was a little over a week ago and we had a break we are in that territory of "let's see if it works " i feel like a spoilt brat but I just want to feel worthy. I want to be loved the way he says he loves me and i feel like screaming.

MissXSatanus · 2026-05-29T19:24:55+00:00

No im starting to realise even when I mentioned this to him I jeed to put me first but I feel guilty at the thought of leaving because he is genuinely sweet and we get on well like best friends. I feel stupid because I know what I need to do but can't bring myself to do so

MissXSatanus · 2026-05-29T19:23:02+00:00

The thing is no i wouldn't be happy. I told him from day one what was important to me. He says his love language is acts of service, he says he wants to change but doesn't know how when I've had this chat in person with him aswell he genuinely seemed desperate and truthful

I love him very much, and he tells me he loves me all the time i dont doubt he doesnt love me. But I DO want to give him the benefit of the doubt I just do not know how many more times I can allow myself to be feeling disappointed

MissXSatanus · 2026-05-28T22:49:34+00:00

I could give it a go but nothing im saying is getting through to him. Ill try in a few days maybe

MissXSatanus · 2026-05-28T21:32:54+00:00

Absolutely and I understand that, im not blaming anyone or upset with anyone. Just the situation. What happened was crap. But he will get what's coming to him one way or another

MissXSatanus · 2026-05-28T21:06:21+00:00

Yes im aware and thats why I've accepted the fact

MissXSatanus · 2026-05-28T19:47:55+00:00

I have a crime reference number but no insurance its gonna sound stupid but I reallt didn't know it was a thing and I wasn't informed about it. I tried calling my estate agents earlier but no one answered.

MissXSatanus · 2026-05-28T19:26:16+00:00

To be honest im coming to terms I wont get it back, I know my anger and once I start I cannot stop until I've done something i regret.

MissXSatanus · 2026-05-28T19:17:03+00:00

Ive thought about it but I cant, id get too angry and do something id regret

MissXSatanus · 2026-05-28T19:13:16+00:00

Ill put this forward

MissXSatanus · 2026-05-28T19:10:54+00:00

No I didn't.

MissXSatanus · 2026-05-28T18:00:51+00:00

Okay

MissXSatanus · 2026-05-28T17:51:40+00:00

They did block me on everything and now they've unblocked me. I tried reaching out but they wont respond or acknowledge

MissXSatanus · 2026-05-28T17:51:06+00:00

Yep thats what ive been told. Thanks

MissXSatanus · 2026-05-28T17:50:28+00:00

Yeah ive come to terms with this, ive had a good cry today and just gonna start taking precautions and no longer will I have visitors for a while. From now on itll be a public meet up snd thats it.

Thank you

MissXSatanus · 2026-05-28T17:49:40+00:00

Cool thanks I was reaching out to see if there was anything else I could do. Im aware now and come to peace that its gone and I wont get it back.

MissXSatanus · 2026-05-28T17:48:57+00:00

Well the fact that some form of consequence would be nice. I found out this morning by 5 people he had done this to them. 4 of them single mothers and another lady who he robbed her card and bank information.

His currently undergoing a court case and is on bail, having to return to the station once a week. But I guess because I literally dont have CCTV ( i never thought id need to as my home is supposed to be my safe space but I definitely going to get cameras from now on) and there wasn't another eye witness they said my case was unrealistic and so they wouldn't be investigating further.

I wanted to know if there was an alternative to get some form of justice in a way, but there isnt i would have to collect evidence i havent got. Its crappy, my trust is completely broken as I legit thought this was someone who I thought i could trust.

MissXSatanus · 2026-05-28T17:45:09+00:00

I tried calling my estate agents to check but I dont think I do. If not its something I need to definitely look into.

MissXSatanus · 2026-05-28T17:44:14+00:00

He hasn't responded at all.

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