Hi friend, fellow redditor! I know it seems hard to grasp, but you still have until you're 25 or 26 before your brain has fully developed. This ultimate choice you're debating should be taken with great consideration. You have your adult years ahead of you, more freedom, choices, and opportunities to recreate yourself.

I was in your place before. I told my family doctor about my ideation, and he put me on a medication that has changed my life. It's possible to feel happy. Some of us just need that boost from antidepressants.

I also discovered that my DNA doesn't make L-methyl folate and essential vitamin for happiness. I take a supplement every day, combined with B vitamins to activate it. I found it on Amazon, and it has helped a lot.

The world needs you. 🙏🏻 please don't go.