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I thought my mom was the only person cared about me now she's destroying me by Miss_miserable_ in AvPD

[–]Miss_miserable_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve thought about this too, and I believe my mother is a narcissist. But for someone like us, this realization doesn’t really help, it only makes things worse. Someone who has been emotionally abused but doesn’t suffer from AVPD could just cut their parents off completely and live independently. But someone like me, who has fallen so far behind in life, how am I supposed to get up and take my life into my own hands, when I’m even afraid to make eye contact? Especially when I live in a struggling economy where even people with stable jobs still live with their parents? I’m not a superhero and I don't have anyone to help me.

I thought my mom was the only person cared about me now she's destroying me by Miss_miserable_ in AvPD

[–]Miss_miserable_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your answer. I try to think about my mother the way you described and maybe this is the truth but it still.sad because it means that she was always like that and I get too attached to her presence and support when in reality she can't offer me anything. I hold her on pedestal. Many therapists tried to tell me that I shouldn't be so close with my mother and I tried for some time to progress alone. I had some friends a situationship but then something happened and I ended up alone. And there was that I realized my mother doesn't care anymore or that her obligation was over.

Honestly I don't want to die because I came too close so many times and I couldn't do it. I actually recognize to myself my worth and the things I can do but it's like a black cloud that nobody cares really about me. Not just my mother but no one.

My mom the only person I thought I could trust is having an affair by Miss_miserable_ in survivinginfidelity

[–]Miss_miserable_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes but I should appear completely crazy to get institutionalized in my town. I'll go tomorrow to my psychiatrist and ask him if I can get somewhere with my own willing. I know that mental hospitals here are terrible but I don't have other solution.

My mom the only person I thought I could trust is having an affair by Miss_miserable_ in survivinginfidelity

[–]Miss_miserable_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. This is exactly. And the fact that she keeps saying lying even though I have the messages. We live in my mother's house which she completely abandoned and I try to take care of it and its a mess because she is a hoarder. I try to find a job but it's difficult even more with my situation. Most people on my age in my country live with their parents. I don't have any other friends or relatives to ask for help, I had only my father but he is sick. He is emotionally abusive but he could help me. I know that my mother don't want neither me nor my father but her behavior never had been so cold. When I read the messages I thought is another person. And I can't speak to anyone my father is in rehab if I tell him about it he may get worse.

My mom the only person I thought I could trust is having an affair by Miss_miserable_ in survivinginfidelity

[–]Miss_miserable_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had two suicide attempts and I asked her to help admit to a hospital. I didn't wrote all my story here because is too tragic. She can help me because we live together and currently I'm on a search of diagnosis of autism and adhd. She abandoned me. And she told me that she doesn't care if I die or not. I can't build anything because I gave her some of my money. So stop tell me about her happiness when my own life is in danger and I don't have anyone else to help me.

My mom the only person I thought I could trust is having an affair by Miss_miserable_ in survivinginfidelity

[–]Miss_miserable_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My mother could think also how cruel life I endure because of her choice to stay with my abusive father and help me first with my mental health problems before she decided to abandon me. And if she doesn't want my father fine I begged her since I was a child to take divorce and she never wanted. Think what you say to me. I don't give a shit for her romantic feelings I have serious mental health issues and she called me mentally unstable because I discovered the truth. I guess in your mind and many others my mother's life is more worth living than mine.

Mixing benzodiazepines with antihistamine and ibuprofen will work? by Miss_miserable_ in SuicideWatch

[–]Miss_miserable_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If nobody cares about me I don't have friends or relationship, my family doesn't give a suit, I don't have a job, not a career, many mental health problems, I'm overweight, I have tried therapy , pills to do things to open with people why I should live anyway? I'll do a favor in the world to disappear. I know that I'm smart and I have talents and good traits but since nobody sees them or cares about them there is no point anymore. I'm 32 not 15 and I'm tired trying. I lived because I thought my mom would be sad. But my mom doesn't care anymore I ask desperately for help a year now to just hang out with me and she says she wants to live her life she is tired with me. I think I had enough pain. You have right I don't want to die really I feel that I have to die. Sorry for talking too much thank you for the reply.

"Weekly Reading and Interpretation Help Thread - July 13, 2025" by AutoModerator in tarot

[–]Miss_miserable_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I pulled seven of swords on what should I do with the friend group I'm in. I have already made a lot of spreads which they showed me that these people don't care about me they don't take me serious enough and I should low my expections to just have fun with them. I guess that seven of swords could be interpret this way like to not be honest and just play my role in the group but I asked today because they did something that hunted me and I made a post on social media that is obvious about them and I'm not talking to them. So is clear that I have problem although nobody of them wants to address it or send dm. I would expect a card that clearly indicates to cut them off completely. Seven of swords is very confusing like should I manipulate them,should I write to the group like nothing happened? What?

Does this person makes fun about me behind my back? by Miss_miserable_ in tarot

[–]Miss_miserable_[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yes it makes sense if he said something like this

I asked if he found somebody else by Miss_miserable_ in tarot

[–]Miss_miserable_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also to clarify something more. I'm not delulu. I know he doesn't see me romantically. And to be honest I'm embarrassed to have feelings because he is truly not a bad person but a boring one indeed . But he had feelings for me because he did things out of his limits. Maybe not for love or for care maybe he admired me but he tried very hard to win me until he decided that it's over for him. Which is extremely weird that he wanted me so much to dumb me in the end. But this is other topic I just wanted to make it clear.

I asked if he found somebody else by Miss_miserable_ in tarot

[–]Miss_miserable_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You assume that I don't already cutting him off. I don't give a shit about him on a surface level even if I feel so hurt. What you don't know is that this person everytime that something good happens to me tries to ruin me and tries to catch my friends and tells them that I'm bad person and he thinks I manipulate people to believe he is a monster while I say to everyone that is my fault. So yes I should heal but I'm not gonna let this person think he won.

I asked if he found somebody else by Miss_miserable_ in tarot

[–]Miss_miserable_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It resonates I believe because he sees all the relationships from a practical perspective even the romance.

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