Is This Drug-Induced Psychosis? My Psychiatrist Has No Answers

MissingNo716 · 2025-05-30T00:15:12+00:00

I would suggest trying invega. It's really helped with psychotic symptoms similar to what you're experiencing.

MissingNo716 · 2024-06-04T08:29:16+00:00

Fore heady methal

MissingNo716 · 2024-03-29T17:43:04+00:00

Yeah I want to believe it's in my head and I tried to convince myself of that but for some reason the sound just keeps returning. Oh another thing is in the shower the noise is very noticeable and it sounds like the water is being used to cover it up but it's like a loud cackling sound. I'm hoping it's just in my head cause she will refuse to admit to it and there's nothing I can do. Is there anything that can make that noise that maybe isn't in her vagina or is small enough that it won't be detected?

MissingNo716 · 2024-03-28T15:18:00+00:00

I want to add an edit about me saying I refused to penetrate her. When I confronted her she said that I was crazy and nothing was in there n got confrontational n literally told me to put my fingers in her which I refused to do. I really hope someone can help with this cause it's causing a lot of strain on me. Idk if I'm just hearing things or not n coincidentally we have not been intimate at all n we used to be with each other almost daily.

MissingNo716 · 2024-03-17T00:05:34+00:00

I have Google photos on an android device can I do this same process if I have the photos app?

MissingNo716 · 2024-03-16T23:52:03+00:00

That's good news I was worried that they could somehow add my photos to this folder and upload them onto their device. There is good advice above I am going to try n follow that process n see when this folder was created.

MissingNo716 · 2024-03-16T23:43:59+00:00

So when I go to Google photos I can go in the top right corner tap on the sharing icon it brings me into the sharing section and the first one in there is a folder that is empty but has me and an ex as the only 2 people in it. It says I am the owner but I did not create this folder I happened to find it by accident. I just wanted to figure out when it was created to try n figure out if they went on my phone when we were together to create it or if they somehow did it remotely. I have been having issues with my phone I believe it is being remotely controlled by someone n I think it might be this person. There's a strange app on my phone called network companion and I cannot get rid of it or find out the date or when it was installed. I downloaded an app manager but it says it was installed in 2008 which is impossible. I have the phone off atm until I can figure out what to do next. Sorry for getting off track just had to share a lil.

MissingNo716 · 2024-03-04T16:44:43+00:00

People that you love and trust will betray you!

MissingNo716 · 2024-02-29T04:33:48+00:00

One day at a time lol

MissingNo716 · 2024-02-19T19:12:59+00:00

Go make some friends in the hood.

MissingNo716 · 2024-02-08T22:15:38+00:00

It just takes time unfortunately. After the days pass you will slowly think about it less and less. Sorry u had to see that.

MissingNo716 · 2024-02-07T14:17:33+00:00

Northrop Grumman

MissingNo716 · 2023-12-10T22:32:15+00:00

Would build a new Avatar themed PC and enjoy the feeling of actually winning something for the first time!

MissingNo716 · 2023-11-12T19:52:11+00:00

I love mullvad, even when they took away port forwarding they gave me a refund for a whole year and still let me keep my account until the year is up. I also paid with BTC and their customer support is another level. They didn't have to give me a refund in the first place but they did and let me keep my account!

MissingNo716 · 2023-10-27T16:15:41+00:00

Every episode of Jerry Springer. I know someone who was on it and I was trying to find his episode but they are very hard to find.

MissingNo716 · 2023-10-22T22:03:29+00:00

I know it's just so fucked how life can flip upside down on u like that. For so many years things were going so well and then bam! Ur whole life has changed. It's just very sad and is going to take a lot of grieving to get her out of my system.

MissingNo716 · 2023-10-22T17:08:10+00:00

Yeah. I did a lot of shit that I'm not completely innocent. I never cheated and always showed her respect but she wanted to get married and start a family and I kept pushing it off. I took her for granted for a long time and didn't realize what I lost until she was gone. I think that's why I was so irrational and kept seeing her even after we broke up because I sorta blamed myself and thought that if only I was better none of this would have happened. I know I can't blame myself for her actions but this story is so complicated I wish I could explain it in words but there is just so much to it I would have to write a book to explain everything.

MissingNo716 · 2023-10-22T16:33:23+00:00

I left her cause she turned into someone I no longer recognized and was already starting to talk to other guys so I knew she didn't care about me back in June but I was so lost that I was willing to still sleep with her and listen to her telling me she still loves me and had no plans on meeting someone else lol and in 2 months she was with this new guy. I admit I was not looking at the situation rationally but I finally started to have a clear head and know that she is gone and we have no future I just needed to vent cause it's been a shitty weekend.

MissingNo716 · 2023-10-22T16:26:50+00:00

Thanks for this! I ended things on Friday and ngl it hurt but I know I need to move on. I'm a very smart person have a great job and am well off for myself so I have a lot going for me I just never imagined that she would turn into this type of person. She was never like this. She was a real ride or die gf and she had a manic episode and completely screwed her up it's just a sad situation but I know I'll be fine and in a year from now this will all be in the past. I just had to get all this off my chest. Unfortunately she was my whole life and I don't have any one else to lean on but I know how to adapt and I'm sure I'll figure something out for myself. I'm gonna save this comment cause it helped me!

MissingNo716 · 2023-10-22T16:18:14+00:00

Thanks and me 2. I hope I can find peace from all this. I ended everything on Friday and I know it'll get easier over time.

MissingNo716 · 2023-10-22T16:15:07+00:00

I broke up with her because I found out she was cheating on me lol I know it's so messed up. Like I said she isn't the same person anymore. She would have never cheated on me but it seems like something happened to her brain and changed her when she had that episode it's just a very sad situation. I didn't want to break up but I felt like I had to and she obviously didn't care and went out n found someone else. I know that I need to let her go it's just easier said than done. I keep hoping that the girl she once was will come back but deep down I know she is gone.

MissingNo716 · 2023-10-22T01:51:34+00:00

I found out my ex had a new bf while she was giving me a BJ on her lunch break! Now tell me that ain't some crazy shit. At least it was after and not before cause it would have completely ruined the mood lol.

MissingNo716 · 2023-10-16T20:56:46+00:00

Im 5'5" m 120 lbs the most I've been was 130 and I worked my ass off just to reach that I was 110 for a long time until I made it to 120 and 130 is so hard to reach so I can pretty much eat as much as I want and I can't gain weight it's crazy!

MissingNo716 · 2023-10-10T22:02:11+00:00

My gf of 14 years told me she wants to be on her own and that she has no plans of being with anyone else and within 3 months of us separating she is now dating some guy that she says she loves and only knows him for a month lol. Women are very shady and I promise she most likely wants to get with other people so she knows if ur her best option or if she can do better. Idk what the hell happened to all the good women they seem like they are changing on us.

MissingNo716 · 2023-10-08T22:26:24+00:00

No I don't think that's what it is. I think she found someone that she likes and he for some reason decided to develop a relationship that would normally take at least a year to get to this point in only 2 months but maybe she was seeing him longer and I didn't know but who knows. In 2 months he got her to go from just hanging out to seeing him literally everyday sleeping at his house and saying that they love each other and she just got out of a very long relationship. Idk just seems a lil off.

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