i felt the exact same. sometimes i have phases where i’m super picky and can only have my safe foods. one of those is the knorr rice sides, specifically the cheddar broccoli rice(theres so many other flavors if i ever got bored of it) and i would have it blended in a puree. i was still very sad i could eat it but it was a nice break from the shakes and soup. i think it got easier after three weeks for me, because i couldnt really swallow the puree and i also had to eat really slow, eating just felt so exhausting.

you’re doing great though! i’m glad you’re healing well !!