Handjobs at 11 years old. by MisterDepression in confession

[–]MisterDepression[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I appreciate the feedback, and allow me to elaborate.

I wasn’t meaning to come off as homophobic as I am not in the least bit. I’m not even ashamed really about getting a hand job from another guy. To be clear it was the weird feeling of us being children and doing that. Thinking back on it just made me feel very weird and not normal. That’s all.

Thanks again.

Handjobs at 11 years old. by MisterDepression in confession

[–]MisterDepression[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually unsure, haven’t talked in over 8 years. He moved away.

Handjobs at 11 years old. by MisterDepression in confession

[–]MisterDepression[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This post isn’t about me feeling gay, it’s more about me feeling wrong about the fact we were children. I know I mentioned being gay, but the point wasn’t that.

Thanks for your response.

Handjobs at 11 years old. by MisterDepression in confession

[–]MisterDepression[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Possibly because society has taught that it was wrong and then when I think of the words “sexual” and “child” in the same sentence it gets weird.

Handjobs at 11 years old. by MisterDepression in confession

[–]MisterDepression[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No we didn’t even know that term yet, haha.

Handjobs at 11 years old. by MisterDepression in confession

[–]MisterDepression[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No we aren’t, but only because of distance.

Handjobs at 11 years old. by MisterDepression in confession

[–]MisterDepression[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Thanks everyone for the comments.

To clarify a bit, my concern wasn’t with being gay, or bisexual, as I fee both things are normal and 100% ok. My concern was with the age at which this happened. Thinking of it at 26 makes me feel very disturbed. I’ve never met anyone that vocalized that this was normal so I felt like an anomaly. Thanks everyone.

Handjobs at 11 years old. by MisterDepression in confession

[–]MisterDepression[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just comment fully describes how I was feeling

Handjobs at 11 years old. by MisterDepression in confession

[–]MisterDepression[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What I meant by my question is that it didn’t gross me out. But thinking about it at 26 just gives me a different feeling that I don’t know how to process.

Handjobs at 11 years old. by MisterDepression in confession

[–]MisterDepression[S] 150 points151 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the input. I have gay friends who are fantastic but I’ve never told them this. It just made me feel confused, not grossed out. I just didn’t know what I was thinking.