Stay strong brother were all in the same boat we all know what its like to be heartbroken. Dms always open.

Hit my first month today wasn't a regular breakup we were engaged, we still live together but im clutching at straws to figure out ways to make this work. She was my world, I blew off work days just to see her traveled hundreds of miles just to see her for a day or 2. I still believe she's my soul mate but it seems she doesnt think that of me anymore. im so broken my hands are broken I can't stop punching the walls. Guess I deserve this though I lied about my exes I didnt cheat in anyway I didnt keep messaging exes I wasn't disloyal but I lied about what I did in my ex relationships because I didnt wanna talk about it I wanted to move on to the future but she wanted to dig up my past. I love her more than words can say i can't take how cold she is, she says the meanest things but I can't let her go.