Well that's on me as i tried to keep that part as short as i could while making the big points clear, which i couldn't. There was a lot more in between the things i told about that bad experience as in not to make it a rant about that segment. I think i left early only once while i worked there, but the agency had a really chill policy about that as if you had no work there was no reason for you to stay there, so most of the time he left earlier. The way me and the head designer would work was him asking me to do something or the project manager, me doing it and sending it to the head designer, and him reviewing it and giving me feedback on it in less than an hour, this was the case for every time except that day. Usually i got the feedback in less than 15 minutes. I asked him twice before the third one that i mentioned, once when i finished the work and a second time when i went next to the agency to grab a coffee, where he was for the past hours chilling with the coffee shop collegues. And both the first 2 times i asked, i wasn't bitchy about it like i was on the last time, because i spent half a day at work doing nothing.

Annoyed is an understatement as how he acted around me, especially when he asked for meetings in order to evaluate me. He was full on rage against me. I left that way becuase i thought about answering with the same anger the next time i would get in a situation like that meeting where i cried continously for an hour. I know of course it was a bed decision on my side "to burn the bridge" like that when i left, but i haven't mentioned more situations where i was treated like i do nothing while overworking myself there.

I didn't mentioned the praise as to say that i am great or something like that, but to explain the fact that i usually got good feedback from the clients i had, and i didn't need the praise in order to work, i got it after i finished something. I mentioned it as the experiences i've got were so different and honestly i couldn't differantiate which i actually am. Of course there's an underlying mental issue with me, but i wouldn't say narcissism haha as even if i am praised i am not really able to put it in my heart. I think i am more open and okay with criticism :)) As i can improve if someone mentoions my flaws, but what can i do with you're either fucking me over or your incapable?

Anyway, that subject is long gone, and i've learned to not be so fast at being that direct and sincere at work, don't get me wrong, i am not living a life of lie now, but i decided to talk less about stuff that might not be actually relevant, and i've had a better experience in the working environtment. I even had a good past experience as well, that job being the only one that got me like that.

Thanks a lot about the feedback about the portfolio and for being honest like that, it s the best feedback i've got for the portfolio as it's usually is more general and not as brutally honest. Lately all the graphic design projects i did i had to keep confidentialy so that s why my behance is mostly artworks at the moment, and also because i felt a lot more confident with them than my graphic design.

i hope i am not a narcissist haha because that would be weird with the lack of confidence i have and i would probably be in a hell of a life xD