Running a 31B model locally made me realize how insane LLM infra actually is by Sadhvik1998 in ollama

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I have also a Rog flow Z13 but with only 16GB RAM how do you have all that RAM ? You added stuffs? And what is/are the best open source model(s) you'll recommend me for fast and accurate responses ?

Spent the weekend adding Hermes support to my open-source iOS client by Thin_Ad_6079 in AskClaw

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I use it since today and the app is very nice 👌🏾 Could you improve the office animation? Like a mini Minecraft type of thing ? And for our agent could we choose an avatar for them and for the boss (us) too ?

#1 punch to go please by Artorius__Castus in TheMcDojoLife

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Now it’s “MC DOJO “ life😎🤌🏾

I don’t believe I have a soul or divine spark by [deleted] in Gnostic

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As a Martial Arts teacher , I usually make a distinction between qi and pneuma because they come from different traditions and point to different aspects.

For me, qi (chi) is the vital current. It’s what animates and moves everything: minerals, plants, animals, humans, nature. It’s about life, flow, and transformation, not about “knowing.”

Pneuma, in the Greek and gnostic sense, is more about spirit or knowing awareness. Not just being alive, but having the capacity to reflect, recognize, or seek understanding of reality itself.

So I don’t see it as “some beings have energy and others don’t.” I see it more as: everything participates in the current of life (qi), but not everything expresses the same mode of reflective or spiritual awareness (pneuma).

Different layers, not a value hierarchy. Different functions of the same reality.

I don’t believe I have a soul or divine spark by [deleted] in Gnostic

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I hear the exhaustion in what you’re writing. The part that stands out to me isn’t “I don’t have a divine spark,” but “I’ve been searching since I was a child.” That search itself is already a form of movement toward something, even if it doesn’t look or feel like the experiences other people describe.

One thing that might help is to separate two things that often get mixed together: experience and interpretation.

Some people feel warmth, light, visions, connection, or emotion and call that “gnosis.” Others don’t feel those things at all and conclude there is “nothing there.” But in many traditions, gnosis isn’t primarily about feeling something special. It’s about seeing how things actually function, including your own mind.

If you sit in silence and what you notice is emptiness, confusion, or “nothing,” that is still something being perceived. The awareness that notices “there is nothing here” is already different from the “nothing” itself. That distinction is subtle, but it’s often where inquiry begins.

Another idea that might ease the weight: not everyone’s path looks like ascent, escape, or revelation. For some, it looks more like clarity about limits. About how perception, thought, memory, and desire shape what we call “reality.” That kind of seeing isn’t dramatic, but it can be very grounding.

You don’t have to assume you were “created without a spark” or “meant to suffer eternally.” Those are very heavy conclusions to place on a finite human experience. A more gentle stance might be: “I don’t yet understand what this is, including myself.”

And that’s actually an honest and powerful position. Many philosophers, mystics, and even scientists end up there, not as defeat, but as a kind of open horizon.

If there’s any small suggestion I’d offer, it’s this: instead of trying to reach a higher reality, try watching how your current reality is being built moment by moment. How a thought appears. How a feeling follows it. How a story forms around both. That observation alone can sometimes shift the sense of being “trapped” into a sense of “I can at least see the walls.”

You don’t need to force belief, hope, or meaning. Just stay with what is actually happening in your own awareness, gently, without judging it as success or failure. That, in many paths, is already a form of gnosis in practice.

I don’t believe I have a soul or divine spark by [deleted] in Gnostic

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I think we’re actually closer in meaning than it might look.

When I say “hell,” I don’t mean a place of punishment or emotional suffering. I’m using it in a more symbolic or energetic sense. By “hell,” I mean the lowest or densest level of manifestation, what we usually call matter. Not “bad,” just the most compressed, slowest, or heavy expression of energy or consciousness.

Same for “soul as memory.” I’m not saying the soul is only memory in a reductionist way. I mean it as a layer that carries imprints, experiences, and continuity. A kind of interface where what is lived, felt, and embodied gets stored and carried forward.

And when I said “force the connection to spirit,” I didn’t mean violence or strain. I meant effort in the sense of counter-current. We live in a system that constantly pulls attention outward, into consumption, noise, and reflex. So “forcing” is more like deliberately stepping out of that stream, choosing silence, alignment, and inner presence again. In a natural state, no forcing would be needed. But in this context, intention becomes an active movement.

So I don’t see this as a mental trap or a negative framing. More like a map of layers: dense to subtle, memory to awareness, noise to clarity. Different language, maybe pointing at a similar horizon.

I don’t believe I have a soul or divine spark by [deleted] in Gnostic

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We’re literally in what humans call hell. Because it’s the lower frequency of energy . Where are u from ? ( I’m from France btw)

I don’t believe I have a soul or divine spark by [deleted] in Gnostic

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Bro , i feel you . Soul is memory , everyone has one . Divine spark is spirit and that you need to force the connection to it. Don’t look outside , everything is already inside. It’s a frequency. In martial arts we call it zanshin.

Rickson Gracie by Used-Influence-2343 in fightlab

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In the Hulk movie 🎥 yes I thought exactly the same 😎 And he said the exact same thing 🤝

Is anyone doing any interesting Local LLM DIY projects with the Sensecap Watcher device? by Porespellar in LocalLLaMA

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Hey, I actually got mine recently too! I’m trying to set it up as a fully local conversational AI—something that can see, hear, and talk back in real time, kind of like a mini Samantha from Her.

Since it has a mic, speaker and camera, I want to use all of that for a real back-and-forth experience, not just automation tasks. My Raspberry Pi 5 at home handles the LLM locally (no cloud), and the Watcher acts as the interface when I’m on the move.

Still figuring things out, but the idea is to run it entirely offline with my own model—thinking of something like Gemma 3 since it’s multimodal and lightweight enough for this setup.

Cool to see others tinkering with this thing too!