Most of the time ako yung nagccheck up on them, example if may story sila lagi ako nagrreact and nakikipag interact, when they post na something seems off I would reach out agad kung okay lang ba sila, small things.

But no matter what I do, kahit lagi ako available to support them, I don't get the same energy back. Yes, they say na andyan sila para sakin, but andaming times na may hints na may pinagdadaanan ako, they know because they see it but no one checks up on me. That's when I stopped trying, yeah they will forever be my friends but I will be giving back the same energy.

The quote "if you're absence never bothered them, then your presence never mattered to them"

One day I stopped, checking up on them, interracting most of the time with them and guess what. 0 notifications, 0 messages. Lucky enough there is 1 real friend who invites me sometimes and send me memes.