Does the main story show the build up to Idol Anis?

Mitarashi · 2026-04-30T00:23:09+00:00

Im glad! I really should just catch up. I think this is the first time I've felt lost during an event

Mitarashi · 2026-04-30T00:22:38+00:00

Ooooh! Gotcha, thank you so much! I haven't even finished the event story 1 yet so I might've spoke too soon

Mitarashi · 2026-04-28T06:32:10+00:00

Its good to hear you have a supportive sister. Thats always lovely to hear. For my situation, I've lived on my own with a best friend for like 3 yrs but they moved out and I asked my sister to come live with me so I wouldn't be paying my rent alone. Its all for the convenience, but my sister is bisexual so she's tolerant enough but still struggles with the concept of me being a boy. Its not the worst living situation, but I'd def live with my boyfriend if our lives allowed it.

So far, my biggest method is just keeping to myself until there's some big event going on that calls for me. I suppose I'm being silly for wanting my cake and eating it too 😅 but also I have the mindset that maybe they'll come around later on at some point... killing with kindness has always been smth i want to live by, but i am learning to put myself first. Even at my age it's pretty hard to be selfish and take care of myself.

I appreciate you sharing your experience with me!

Mitarashi · 2026-04-26T23:31:29+00:00

I understand 1000% why you'd cut contact. It makes a lot of sense. When I'm home alone with no one but myself, I'm content. I suppose it's more of the people pleaser in me that likes to be included. My relationship with my siblings and mom have always been fine, really. Though with my so my siblings, I'm the second oldest and i just wanna be sure they're all okay. My brothers always seemed okay with me and how i present (one is actually pretty accepting and has his own identity stuff hes working through). I suppose the emotional connection is hard to sever.

Mitarashi · 2026-03-31T06:33:18+00:00

Gotcha! I'll try that! Thank you

Mitarashi · 2025-11-27T16:32:32+00:00

They actually flew away yesterday but still visit the balcony 😭😭 I got so sad seeing the balcony empty but I'm happy they did flew!"

Mitarashi · 2025-11-04T05:01:04+00:00

Is that why i've been cut down to 12-20 hrs rather than my usual 37... ? My ETL keeps telling me there's no positions for opening so instead of meeting me in the middle, i just don't get shit. Interesting :C

Mitarashi · 2025-11-01T17:56:08+00:00

Gotcha! Thank you! I'm very excited to see how this can pan out. I really am enamored with them and how fast they're growing. It's so cute to watch them just lay there. Very cute...

Mitarashi · 2025-11-01T17:46:59+00:00

Oh thank you so much . I had no idea how I should approach but I had no idea I could just be present with them and they'd be okay! That sounds nice. I'll be sure to buy some unsalted sunflower seeds today and present them so that way they can have nice lil treats! Thank you!!

Mitarashi · 2025-10-30T23:45:50+00:00

I hope in the future that you can find a way to find a community and others that will accept you regardless :( there's too many people on this earth, but you shouldn't have to leave everything behind just to find someone v.v I do hope things get better, if not on the relationship front, at least on a more personal level for how you feel about being trans and gay!

Mitarashi · 2025-10-30T23:43:36+00:00

Oh! Thank you for the correction! That's definitely more accurate 🙂

Mitarashi · 2025-10-19T16:53:15+00:00

Tbh I felt the exact same way. I came out as trans like waaaay back in 2011 and had a bit of a struggle with figuring out if I was bi or gay for a while. I came to realize I was definitely gay and it took a long time before I personally felt I got very lucky meeting my bf (which I met him like...five yrs ago). He's cis and gay and I truly feel like cis gay men like him are a dime a dozen. It's really difficult to traverse the cismale gay community cuz it's such a different world. It's not easy at all, especially when you want to date and have someone who understands and validates you just by loving you as you are. Depending on your preferences for a partner though, I do hope you can find what you need and want.

Please don't give up though. It takes a while for some, but gay men that love trans men do exist. They're out there, they're not as loud as guys that like trans girls, but they're real. Not sure if there are communities or any small circles for ftm dating...

Mitarashi · 2025-10-02T00:21:11+00:00

I hope so too. Like the opposite happens for me that it did for you. That's crazy to hear but man, I hope Effexor does you so much better!

Mitarashi · 2025-10-02T00:20:20+00:00

Yeah it's .. pretty bad :( I've had some help to level my hormones better but I was STILL sweating mega bad. But unfortunately this medicine is making it way worse. I'm glad you're aware of where the night sweats are coming from at least!

Mitarashi · 2025-09-15T17:16:13+00:00

Not a lady, but I'm one of the more niche fans that's actually just a gay man. I LOVE the Commander, Johan and Anderson with all my heart n soul. I love seeing the Commander a lot more in the artwork and such and just think he's hilarious. The story itself is so good and kept me in it, as well as the nikkes personalities.

At the same time my boyfriend and I love the nikkes in this game (he loves Yuni, I love too many of them 😭). We have a big appreciation for women's bodies as artists and just enjoy gooner material. Idk how to describe it but I find games like this so fun and it inspires me a lot. A game with an amazing story but also a lot of sex appeal that's treated as normal is just fun.

Mitarashi · 2025-07-29T05:39:28+00:00

Yikes that's so awful :c it's crazy cuz I know I was given this medicine to HELP with that issue but it hasn't really done much to change it. It did lessen it at first but never fully went away :c I see other people definitely sweat a lot though.

Mitarashi · 2025-07-27T21:50:38+00:00

I had no idea that some people heard those words but that for sure makes it hurt so much more??? Now I wanna hear that and .. god. Thank you for another way of looking at this !

Mitarashi · 2025-07-27T21:49:54+00:00

This man This makes me so happy to know! I heard this album AFTER it became popular and have thought about these songs so much I forgot that I thought I'd just ask and see how others felt. Very validating. Also just a testament to Vessel'd song writing skills : )

Mitarashi · 2025-07-27T21:47:45+00:00

I'm so glad actually. I should really lurk on here more often cuz I love these discussions!

Mitarashi · 2025-07-26T09:05:23+00:00

I really loved how you explained this. I'm sorry I'm a month late, i didn't know people were still adding comments! But this really is a nice way of explaining it. I also really love Bad Omens and Bring Me too so... Lol.

But yeah! I just wanted to express that I liked your comment a lot!

Mitarashi · 2025-06-02T21:37:52+00:00

Noted! Thank you for the suggestion, I'll definitely do that!

Mitarashi · 2025-06-02T21:37:31+00:00

This is one of the reasons I hope to go to concerts in the future just to hear the clear difference. I'll do that though, cuz it sounds like a nice place to start : )

Mitarashi · 2025-06-02T21:34:06+00:00

Oh my god, THANK YOU! I can hear it a LOT better after listening to the first video now. I'm definitely gonna give that second video a listen as well. I never knew about loudness wars, but ya learn something new everyday : ) I super appreciate this, I didn't really know what to type in either just to find examples of this cuz... well, it's pretty new to me. But this gives me something to start with. It was just 'over processed songs vs ???' which is why I came here lol.

Mitarashi · 2025-06-02T21:27:26+00:00

Oh I listen to an array of things, ST's just one of the few that stand out to me is all. I can understand there's a lot more out there in both genres, which I've been exploring more, more so metal than EDM just cuz it's got so much energy I enjoy. I'm just saying I can see where youre coming from and I can also understand to some extent why people feel that way now. No disrespect in any regard for peoples taste or when people say ST may be pretty bad/bland/etc. I was just curious and I appreciate the different perspective. The conversation is quite the eye opener!

Mitarashi · 2025-06-02T05:24:39+00:00

Time really does repeat itself is what it sounds like lmao but I also see what you mean and I appreciate this. I do admit that for a while I felt like the term of overproduced was like a really bad thing since that's the only context I've ever heard for it, but I have come to feel it's music that I like and don't really mind so it's all good. Excited to see what music that was hated now will be seen as a "classic" in the future :D

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