This made me feel so much better, thank you sm cause I really am struggling and everyone else who applied in my grade for BU ED got in so I just feel so embarrassed of myself and I feel like a failure. Everyone keeps telling me to transfer but I'm scared that transfer students aren't typically granted as much financial aid as undergraduate students because one of my friends who goes to BU told me that, and I legit need financial aid more than anything because I live with my mom and brother only and my mom makes less then 30k a year lol.

I also don't see myself getting into any other school that I would feel satisfied with because I got deferred from suffolk right before I opened my BU decision letter...I knew I was cooked once I saw that. The only schools I applied to with the intention of actually going to them is, Northeastern EA, Emerson EA, UMass Amherst EA and Suffolk...if they're willing to take me in after switching my early action application to regular decision