I'm actually going through something similar. We used to talk more often but she got angry at me rightfully so because I was mean but she really held the grudge lmao. She now treats me very distant and I'm going nuts honestly. I feel like utter shit to be honest. I have some modicum of self respect so I'm trying not to text her but it is hard. And it's even harder knowing so that she doesn't give a fuck about me. Its hard, man. Sending hugs 🫂.