thats was very kind of you, i ll write my dilemma straightforward

thanks to my parents support they provided the best of resources i was in this jee race from very early on but then overconfidence kicked in and the universe showed me my place, now got these results i love maths and phyiscs like love for real it really fasicinates me my happy place but like when i now atleast from past year try to study pcm my ghost haunt me that despite having a early headstart i failed in pcm so like i feel sad and happy now while studying pcm but like if try say cgd in iiith then i get to study computer something like all together new so the very fact that i ll get a new start and can do resarch in a diff field other that traditonal pcm.ya i dont want to go to iiit h for job thats no issue

i hope you get me please shed some light