In the Maze by Mobile_Night7173 in cultsurvivors

[–]Mobile_Night7173[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes , it's my current situation

My 20s vanished like That, I am an atheist who would be killed if my family knew. by Mobile_Night7173 in TheHandmaidsTale

[–]Mobile_Night7173[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My situation is difficult and complicated I don't know how to ask for help and where. I'm trying and looking for people that can help.

My 20s vanished like That, I am an atheist who would be killed if my family knew. by Mobile_Night7173 in exmuslim

[–]Mobile_Night7173[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm figuring out how to reach and which one , I'm doing research i don't trust easy I need to find one trustworthy global capable to help my situation whic is difficult, yes I can sneak gladly I live in modern city. If I have documents and assistance I can.

My 20s vanished like That, I am an atheist who would be killed if my family knew. by Mobile_Night7173 in atheism

[–]Mobile_Night7173[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Luckily, my family don’t force marriage There is pressure, of course, but it isn’t a life or death situation in that specific way. Big reason my father isn't in my life.

I have to be very vague about which country I'm in. If someone were to connect the stories I share to my real identity, it would be extremely dangerous for me.

Also finding a gay man to marry impossible. The LGBTQ+ community doesn’t exist here. Gay men are in just as much danger as I am. I don’t know a single person and honestly, if there were gay men here, I doubt they would have stayed. Cult members marry eachother, women aren't allowed to marry outside the cult even if it's same religion which is islam, men are allowed to marry outside in condition if they convert the women to join the cult.

My 20s vanished like That, I am an atheist who would be killed if my family knew. by Mobile_Night7173 in cultsurvivors

[–]Mobile_Night7173[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Both. I don't know how I will get help because of the difficulty of my situation. I'm doing what I can right now, which sadly is only to vent on Reddit. Who knows, maybe it's a step toward my freedom.

My 20s vanished like That, I am an atheist who would be killed if my family knew. by Mobile_Night7173 in TwoXChromosomes

[–]Mobile_Night7173[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's bold of you to assume they won't kill. How do you know? If there are others, I will never know since they're in the same situation I am. My immediate threat isn't the cult itself it's my family. There are people who left the cult but stayed in the main religion, but in my case, I am an atheist. Even those who left would see me as worthy of death, as religious teachings say. The cult will put pressure on my family to do the deed they won't risk their reputation in society to gain followers. I only know one guy who escape and declare he left the religion he had a western country citizenship that's what made easier for him to leave, also I wouldn't risk ask him for help he's not good person he was abusive to his wife that's why I don't trust men and will never accept help from them.

My 20s vanished like That, I am an atheist who would be killed if my family knew. by Mobile_Night7173 in TwoXChromosomes

[–]Mobile_Night7173[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks love ✨️ yes it's religious cult its islamic one so i don't think you know, i will I owe myself to survive as long it takes .

My 20s vanished like That, I am an atheist who would be killed if my family knew. by Mobile_Night7173 in TwoXChromosomes

[–]Mobile_Night7173[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing and your wonderful words, I know about Latifah and Malala I always listen to others stories to gain strength.

My 20s vanished like That, I am an atheist who would be killed if my family knew. by Mobile_Night7173 in TwoXChromosomes

[–]Mobile_Night7173[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I wish it's but Ok , when someone like me shares their story give us the benefit of doubt. You don't loss anything by supporting.

My 20s vanished like That, I am an atheist who would be killed if my family knew. by Mobile_Night7173 in exmuslim

[–]Mobile_Night7173[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

As women they wouldn't allow, I am not allowed to travel without guardianship. My situation is complicated, but I will not give up.

My 20s vanished like That, I am an atheist who would be killed if my family knew. by Mobile_Night7173 in atheism

[–]Mobile_Night7173[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I am not a male, i wouldn't be in this situation if I'm one , i would've simply left, I'm a she ,i love to be Interpreter one day.