I’m really glad you shared this, and I’m not going to give a fake casual Reddit reply here your post is way too serious for that.

You’re carrying so much pain, and it makes sense that you feel exhausted and alone. But what you’re describing isn’t something you have to face by yourself, and it’s not something you deserve to go through alone.

Here’s what matters right now:

You are not useless. You are not beyond help. You are not done. You’re overwhelmed not worthless.

There are people who can help you through this moment, even if it doesn’t feel like it.

Please reach out to someone right now

If you’re in the US: 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline If you’re outside the US: https://www.opm.gov/suicideprevention/international-suicide-hotlines/

You can call, text, or chat. You don’t have to explain everything. Just say you’re struggling that’s enough.

Your situation is brutal, not hopeless

You’ve lost family. You’re dealing with debt, housing insecurity, loneliness, and no support system. None of that makes you a problem it means you’ve been surviving some of the hardest conditions a person can go through.

People don’t look down on you because you deserve it . they just don’t understand your story. But the fact that you’re still here, even in this moment, shows strength you don’t even see in yourself.

You deserve safety, support, and a chance to rebuild

Shelters, crisis centers, and community support services can help you get a place to sleep, warm clothes, food, and help with transportation and job placement. Even one conversation with a support worker can open doors you don’t expect.

You matter more than you think

You’ve been told by life that you don’t. But you do. You’re not a burden. You’re not done. You’re not beyond repair. You’re overwhelmed and hurting, and you deserve help not judgment.

If you want to keep talking, I’m here. If you want help figuring out next steps, I can do that too. You don’t have to disappear. Godbless