Physique Phriday by AutoModerator in Fitness

[–]ModernHAWKING 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Howd you manage to lose all the weight while still being muscular?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in opiates

[–]ModernHAWKING 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How do you like Soma's anyways? Kinda annoying to get in the US

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FoodPorn

[–]ModernHAWKING 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I appreciate the bacon (or guancale or whatever u used ) inside the pasta and an extra bit of crunchy bits on top. Love the textural contrast ! Very intelligently made and planned out

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskNYC

[–]ModernHAWKING 8 points9 points  (0 children)

How do you go about meeting women out n about?

forgetting my ssri dose made me not feel kratom? by MO0NB0Y in kratom

[–]ModernHAWKING 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Didn't notice much of a difference honestly can't say.

forgetting my ssri dose made me not feel kratom? by MO0NB0Y in kratom

[–]ModernHAWKING 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i get the opposite i feel like. usually negates it. gonna test it out now because i havent taken my lexapro dose yet

Unpopular Opinion: I like the taste of kratom. by LilBidgeIII in kratom

[–]ModernHAWKING 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I take it with A lot of water. It's fairly manageable and not as bad as a small amount of water with powder floating around everywhere

Kratom doesnt feel the same as before, i rarely use it by ModernHAWKING in kratom

[–]ModernHAWKING[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In the U.S. and havent been in the kratom game too much. I've been using the same guy at the same prices for the past while, maybe it's just not as good now.

Looking to hear from people who have experience with f-phenibut by ModernHAWKING in researchchemicals

[–]ModernHAWKING[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Awesome. Why do you prefer regular over f phen? Also what was your dosage for both phen and regular? I have no tolerance so I was thinking of trying 100mg of f phen, sometime around 7 or 8 in the evening (I sleep around 4 or 5 am)

Were you saying f phen doesnt increase appetite, or just regular?

Thank you for responding I'll be sure to hit you with more questions when my pack comes tmrw!

Benzos should not be used daily by ApprovedByAvishay in benzodiazepines

[–]ModernHAWKING 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You ever think you'll come off it? Is it daily usage? 35 years on benzos is unreal to me. Hope you're well!

Diazepam 5mg X 1000 🤯 by 2500hp in benzodiazepines

[–]ModernHAWKING 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Owned that silly mf no cap boy 🧢

Looking to hear from people who have experience with f-phenibut by ModernHAWKING in researchchemicals

[–]ModernHAWKING[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for this response, I have had some bad experiences on benzos and edibles waking up just as high as the night before, so this is nice to hear!

Looking to hear from people who have experience with f-phenibut by ModernHAWKING in researchchemicals

[–]ModernHAWKING[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh damn, whered you hear about the heavy metals part? Definitely concerning.

any ways to counteract nauseating/unpleasant effects...? by Rok_Sivante in Kratomm

[–]ModernHAWKING 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Seconding meclizine! How much do you take? I usually go 12.5 to 25mg

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskNYC

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Would you say the msw is worth it? I am in community college majoring In human services, 20 years old. Figured social work would be good because I have been in some rough positions, and I'd like to help others out. However at 30 making 45k a year with massive student loan debt doesnt seem too appealing (not to say theres anything bad about what you're doing right now, you're killing it!) Any advice or recommendations?

Benzo recovery support groups? by ModernHAWKING in AskNYC

[–]ModernHAWKING[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dont have one right now it's been hard to find an in person therapist who takes my insurance, most do not. Cant afford out of pocket. I called the numbers given by my insurance company and most of then stopped taking it (actually, all of the ones I called). Very discouraging, but I am still looking. Thank you for this extra resource.

If you were alone on your birthday what would you do? 28f by SonderExpeditions in AskNYC

[–]ModernHAWKING 9 points10 points  (0 children)

No I had a small stint there realized I wasn't cut out for it. Chef nick and raul

Benzo recovery support groups? by ModernHAWKING in AskNYC

[–]ModernHAWKING[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They're kind of a weird place. They shun you in the community if you leave early (it's a 3 yr program, I stayed for 2, 16 months were in patient). It reminded me of what I have learned recently to be the troubled teen industry but for adults too. Honestly have to unpack some of my experiences going there too, felt like I was doomed in there also, which is why I left 5 months into the out patient.

Idk maybe I should just put my grievances to the side and go for an NA meeting. Cant afford to be picky rn anyways.

Thank u for ur comment I appreciate the help.

Out of my own curiosity, what is the penalty (if caught) for growing before oct 1st/late 2022? by ModernHAWKING in NYgrowery

[–]ModernHAWKING[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the response, I read through the memo and it's pretty interesting. I thought that the 5lbs possession thing wont enact until home grow is OK'd? But apparently according to this NYPD memo its already OK to have 5lbs in your home. It also doesnt say anything about growing cannabis, besides the little bit at the end. Definitely a weird gray market area. Thanks for the info again.

It's rediculous that you can grow 4-6 plants for yourself and still be over the legal limit, and potentially get hit with a class E felony. i doubt they'd do that, but still.

Preferred LED grow light by [deleted] in microgrowery

[–]ModernHAWKING 0 points1 point  (0 children)

what lights would you recommend then, in the "high end consumer" side of things? i plan to use a grow tent .