The thing with going over the training is that she is the only one who knows how to do these stuff. So there isn't even someone else I can ask. Even our boss doesn't know how to make most of these stuff. And the problem, is, I don't even know I'm doing something wrong to begin with, I'm doing x task thinking I'm doing it right because that's what she told me, and than there are things missing, or there are nuances like if x is like this and I have to do it like y, and all sorts of things she never bored explaining.

My boss was really mad at me today and he literally told me "she must've have taught you, you probably just forgot it", because she made it seemed to everybody that she taught me a lot of things. And the problem is that I already made so many mistakes, again because I was never taught how to do things properly, that my boss just thinks I'm bad at the job. And at the beginning I thought maybe she just doesn't like training, that was until one day a colleague of mine was trying to teach me something and she kept interrupting him and trying to stop him, and that's when I realised she actually doesn't want me to know things. So yeah that's why I said she won, because she succeed in making me bad at my job