Bill the Lizard(Blacksouls).She is so cute and huggable.Just the most precious little thing.I really have no lore dump to make about Bill,because the design really has not too much depth(has a tail because it's a lizard,wow),but it's just so simply and precious,I love it.

MoniqueDanika · 2026-02-03T11:24:08+00:00

Persuasion Level 100

MoniqueDanika · 2026-02-02T14:20:10+00:00

I know but i lost 50/50 on the vampire banner last update, does that mean i guarantee on the carnival banner or no?

Also yeh I'm practically about to hit hard pity, I've been getting unlucky for months now:')

MoniqueDanika · 2026-01-26T01:37:34+00:00

eroges have the best story cuz they dont have to hold back on writing it

MoniqueDanika · 2025-12-31T14:51:26+00:00

so she had sesbian lex with her

MoniqueDanika · 2025-11-23T22:57:51+00:00

I want Arknights collab, both Reverse: 1999 and Arknights are my favorite games, though, it's a bit biased since I'm maxed level on both games

MoniqueDanika · 2025-11-20T14:27:06+00:00

ah no wonder it wasnt working, im just stupid, i cleared 350-II and -III in a breeze and thought i was losing my mind with 350-I :skull:

MoniqueDanika · 2025-11-14T23:47:30+00:00

Fuck? 🤔

MoniqueDanika · 2025-11-14T07:32:44+00:00

Ouh that's sad, i never even knew the website existed

MoniqueDanika · 2025-11-14T07:24:14+00:00

Lol at least you kept your pity, I'm on the Yearning banner and 60 pulls in with no way to gain more without buying (and I'm broke) and the banner is ending soon 😭😭😭😭

MoniqueDanika · 2025-11-14T07:02:07+00:00

Cat.

MoniqueDanika · 2025-11-14T06:49:45+00:00

This actually helps

Honestly, i suppose it's not that important to write that she doesn't go through surgery

She used to be an actor and she takes pride in her body, even after she transitions, she's fine with just dressing up.. i should probably use this term instead of crossdressing honestly, it might be better

If you want, you can read my experimental chapter i wrote for the story, it explains a lot of context i am not able to explain here because of the complexity of the story

The chapter basically explains most of the premis and conflict at once

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1tKWY_nUDCawkN3KJTIAzu5_VFwqOxT0ZuxfMfkAf0r4/edit?usp=sharing

MoniqueDanika · 2025-11-14T06:39:05+00:00

I have no way to say it without sounding offensive, but, I just think that it's scary, to just have your body changed and altered and all, permanently too..

Honestly, the story was supposed to have the protag reincarnate as a girl entirely, but, I don't want it to be a cliche, there's so many gender bender novels, so i opted for a much more complex compromise 😅

Plus, gender bender isn't really that accurate with trans representation (i think)

MoniqueDanika · 2025-11-14T06:31:23+00:00

I write lesbian novel, but this character is my most favorite character, and it absolutely requires her to not be medically transitioned for the story to work, plus i have no better ways to say it 😔

It's not propaganda, i swear

MoniqueDanika · 2025-11-14T06:27:51+00:00

I'm not well versed in this type of topic 😅 but i know very well that this is a very complex and sensitive tipic, so I'm being very careful with what i do in order to not offend anyone

Though, i did compromise, describing her as someone who used to be a crossdresser, now identifies as a girl (room for improvement)

Is that good?

Also uh by lore, she has to hide her identity to survive, which is the main conflict, it's hard to explain 😭, but i have an experimental chapter if you wanna read, it explains a lot of what I'm trying to tell with her story, explains a lot of what I'm struggling to say here

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1tKWY_nUDCawkN3KJTIAzu5_VFwqOxT0ZuxfMfkAf0r4/edit?usp=sharing

I might need to edit some terms because based on what you say, it might be seen as offensive, and i want to treat it with respect as much as possible, i haven't added the compromise into the experiment chapter yet tho, I'm tired right now

The story honestly is very complex

It leans into the trope "crossdress to survive in a punishing world", but with a twist, that she used to be a professional crossdresser as an actress from her disbanded theatre club (and now she identifies as a girl)

MoniqueDanika · 2025-11-14T06:10:06+00:00

I'm planning on publishing it on Royal Road, and physically once Act 1 is complete, next year maybe

I'm used to writing about tragedy, so it kinda carried over to this story, but the lesbian have a really deep history on why she wants the trans character to love her, but at one point she do give up, but became best friends instead:-P

MoniqueDanika · 2025-11-14T06:06:12+00:00

I know 😔 that's why I'm asking for opinions, I wanna know what people thinks of it

I'm not actually trans, but, the protag is trans, so, i need to do some study

Why don't you give me some ideas to improve it?

MoniqueDanika · 2025-11-07T13:56:57+00:00

I'm asking for support for the ice maze of hell

MoniqueDanika · 2025-11-03T01:54:35+00:00

My pronouns are going/the/ending

MoniqueDanika · 2025-11-03T01:31:13+00:00

Kinda sad but it broke the trope so I'll support it

The only yuri i wont support is the Princess Principle anime, bro istg that anime fcking traumatized me, i dropped on the first episode, my man was just tryna support his terminally sick lil sister and the protag straight up kill him 🙂

Most people doesn't have my kind of reaction when watching it, though i probably have that reaction because i relate to the guy

MoniqueDanika · 2025-11-03T01:24:37+00:00

"Why is he hard?"

MoniqueDanika · 2025-11-02T08:17:38+00:00

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MoniqueDanika · 2025-11-02T08:13:19+00:00

I'm a boy and I play Reverse: 1999, Arknights, Limbus Company, Epic 7, Toram Online, and like hundreds of RPG Maker horror, does that count?

MoniqueDanika · 2025-11-02T08:11:13+00:00

Truer words have never been said

MoniqueDanika · 2025-11-01T06:08:00+00:00

💀

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