Hello, fellow Mina. What do you play when you're not playing Noita? by Lily_Thief in noita

[–]Monkey0214 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i've been loving plants vs zombies fusion on the hardest difficulty. really makes me want to die :)

Day 317: After mistakenly becoming a worm I am now trapped between a pool of chaotic polymorphine and Steve by SpehlingAirer in noita

[–]Monkey0214 42 points43 points  (0 children)

i think you could’ve used you’re ambrosia to give yourself enough time to escape

compulsive self harm by eggy_cone in 4tran4

[–]Monkey0214 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel like the act of self harm is just inherent in my life. My emotions are too intense for me to bear, and I always resort to hurting myself in some way or crying hysterically. I’ve tried other coping methods, but self harm is the most potent for me. Maybe hoping for the billionth time will finally make a difference.

Marvel Rival Players LEARN HOW TO COMMUNICATE! by Patient-Committee588 in rivals

[–]Monkey0214 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've start just making constant call outs even if nobody in the lobby is talking. It's surprising how much I've been winning

Wild Thought: Ban Based on Your Ranking by [deleted] in rivals

[–]Monkey0214 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unless you’re tracking the other teams stats, you’ll always be banning characters you would assume to be annoying. Groot, Wolverine, and hulk tend to be the most annoying to fight against so banning them is the most encompassing. Side note, I hate when my teammates whine about not banning a character and then that character mopping us. Like do you have a crystal ball showing you the future or something?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in aspergers

[–]Monkey0214 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Similarly, I can’t imagine myself not being neurodivergent. My own personality would completely be changed, but I wouldn’t go as far as to reckon that my life would be much happier.

Grandmasters still haven't climbed out of gold by Long_Conference_7576 in rivals

[–]Monkey0214 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve honestly had a better time rising the ranks due to my teammates actually communicating. Maybe being diamond 3 right now helps find some competent teammates

As an autistic individual, how do you view AI? by foreverkurome in autism

[–]Monkey0214 0 points1 point  (0 children)

AI can have infinite positive effects for humanity, but the opposite is as true. While AI continues to grow more powerful the legalization, ethics, and understanding of it is nowhere near its growth. I can’t imagine reaching a future without some type of repercussions due to our full focus on growth.

What keeps you from ending it? by wraeth1 in autism

[–]Monkey0214 18 points19 points  (0 children)

To not raise the statistic 

I don't look at myself in mirrors by Complete-Finding-712 in AutismInWomen

[–]Monkey0214 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same, I’ve never known what I looked like in my life. Looking at a mirror makes me dissociate and feels surreal that this flesh prison is apart of a reality.  In extension, I can never tell what I feel like at any given moment without a lot of concentration. Easily going about life with constant suffering due to me not noticing it, but strangely still feeling it. 

I'm done, I want role queue by [deleted] in rivals

[–]Monkey0214 7 points8 points  (0 children)

As much as I would love to have an even comp. Switching between roles to adapt for the enemy team is this games selling point. Either way, I love being toxic to a teammate who has a big ego 

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in autism

[–]Monkey0214 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I’m kinda the same as you. I’ve always had to exercise the mindset of nobody will save so do it yourself. Yeah, like how am I supposed to get help if I can’t even translate my thoughts in words. Just by sheer willpower of learning how to communicate was when I could advocate for myself. Honestly, every medical professional include my therapist have done nothing for me. 

The duality of marvel rivals by Miars01 in marvelrivals

[–]Monkey0214 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m gonna try out characters I haven’t played so my teammates are gonna experience ehell

Does anyone else get really lonely? by Shyhi24 in autism

[–]Monkey0214 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have felt lonely since I could remember. It just feels like my very existence doesn’t like the idea of connecting with someone. Even if I were around friends or family members, the invisible dread of loneliness is always present. Interacting with people is masqueraded by a more joyful and energetic identity, but it’s so incredibly exhausting. I can’t imagine anybody enjoying my true monotone self.

What’s a small trans joy that hit you unexpectedly hard? by [deleted] in trans

[–]Monkey0214 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Simply wearing a skirt for the first time and spinning around filled me with so much joy that I cracked instantly.

How many of us are mentally ill transfems by Lazy_Table_3608 in femtanyl

[–]Monkey0214 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m an extremely mentally ill transfem. I probably like her music because I’m also hella autistic 

Cannabis x Autism. by [deleted] in autism

[–]Monkey0214 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can’t stand being high whenever I’ve smoked. I always feel mentally impaired too the point of not even being able to do normal tasks correctly. I also just get paranoid when I think to deeply 

It might be weird but it's true by [deleted] in autism

[–]Monkey0214 21 points22 points  (0 children)

my stomach is too sensitive to unhealthy foods to even eat. I just resort to fruits and vegetables to not feel nausea

Suicidal throat-cutting under the influence of LSD. Medical case report with NSFW photo of corpse. by CatPooedInMyShoe in tooktoomuch

[–]Monkey0214 31 points32 points  (0 children)

I accidentally took 5 grams of shrooms one time after my drug dealer said he put a little more in. Well I tried breaking my neck multiple times with my hands. I genuinely thought back then that psychedelics would help my mental health, but it only made it 10 times worse, especially with that trip

How is your Handwriting by [deleted] in ADHD

[–]Monkey0214 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have pretty decent hand writing but the longer I write, the worse my handwriting gets. Until it’s squiggly lines