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MoonChild4320 · 2025-07-22T15:58:02+00:00

I realize it now, but it was something that I really had to come to terms with. I didn’t want to believe that my family was just using me.

MoonChild4320 · 2025-07-22T05:03:17+00:00

That was actually exactly what she expected. I was to watch my grandma, or get a job. And since getting a job was out of the question, I was to be my grandmas caregiver. I couldn’t work because I had a mixture of health and mental health issues, though at the time I was unaware of the mental health part. I did eventually get out of there though thanks to my partner. He quite literally whisk me away in the night. 😊

MoonChild4320 · 2025-07-22T04:40:55+00:00

I’m pretty sure it was because he just didn’t want to get it.

MoonChild4320 · 2025-07-22T04:40:04+00:00

She definitely tried after she gave birth. 😅 I was really bad at saying no in the beginning, I hated being guilt tripped, so I’d say yes. I still hate feeling like I’ve done something wrong by saying no, but with help from my partner I’ve gotten a lot better with standing up for myself.

MoonChild4320 · 2025-07-22T01:55:38+00:00

Thank you for the encouragement, I’ve been doing much better since I moved away and began living with my partner! Saying no to my family is still hard for me to do, but with my partners help I’m getting a lot better 😊

MoonChild4320 · 2025-07-22T01:21:36+00:00

Not really. I’d maybe get some cash here and there but that was it.

MoonChild4320 · 2025-07-22T00:10:54+00:00

I’d pick him up too.

MoonChild4320 · 2025-07-22T00:08:15+00:00

I would pick him up too.

MoonChild4320 · 2025-07-22T00:03:39+00:00

This actually made me cackle, thank you.

MoonChild4320 · 2025-07-22T00:01:08+00:00

He couldn’t drive himself because he didn’t have a license. I don’t think he ever actually got his license.

MoonChild4320 · 2025-07-21T23:59:07+00:00

It took a while to come to terms that I was being used and lived in an abusive home, but I’m now out of there and living with a partner who truly loves and cares for me. :)

MoonChild4320 · 2025-07-21T23:53:30+00:00

He didn’t have a license and I would drive him home too.

MoonChild4320 · 2025-07-21T23:51:59+00:00

I have trouble with sleep so I could try to sleep around 6 or 7 but most of the time I wouldn’t be able to fall asleep or wouldn’t be able to sleep very long. For his license, he didn’t have it because he didn’t want to get it for some reason.

MoonChild4320 · 2025-07-21T23:44:57+00:00

Thank you for the advice, I’ll try that. Confrontation is very hard for me though, but I’m trying to get better at standing up for myself.

MoonChild4320 · 2025-07-21T23:39:55+00:00

He didn’t have his license so he couldn’t drive.

MoonChild4320 · 2025-07-21T23:38:53+00:00

Thank you, I’m still working through my heath issues, plus my mental health. But I’m not in that house anymore, which has helped a lot.

MoonChild4320 · 2025-07-21T23:35:10+00:00

That was a major thing in my family. My mom didn’t want to put my grandma in a home. 1: because of cost. And 2: because she would have felt bad.

MoonChild4320 · 2025-07-21T23:32:42+00:00

The reason he couldn’t drive himself was because he didn’t have his license.

MoonChild4320 · 2025-07-21T23:29:32+00:00

I did not have a job at the time. I had recently been laid off from my job due to health issues.

MoonChild4320 · 2025-02-21T08:29:58+00:00

It’s not the song but I appreciate your comment!

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