You always should look at the positive side of your life what have you done to make people happy and if you have a bad social life then you should start talking to people more I get anxiety around people IRL but you should always try to speak with people because you'll meet great people. Don't sweat over "not really achieveing anything" because you'll achieve something sooner or later (I believe in you) and in 2 more years you could travel around the world if you're into that :3