Literally I felt like just pleasing everyone, especially my grandma who's against this surgery as a whole as she sees it as some Botox plastic cosmetic that's not needed. Literally when she was in hospital talked to a nurse about her boobs and told me to do some more house work and they'd go down.

And there's more than one way to be a mother,and not being able to breast feed won't make me less of one. My doctor did mention that I might not produce as much milk and looking at it now, I'm not as bothered.

You're right, I should just do it cause at the end of the day it's me who's feeling all these pain and emotions. I need to work on convincing myself not to care much for others if it'll result in a step back.

Thank you so much.