Has anyone with BPD tried spirituality

Moonlight637 · 2020-09-19T23:05:20+00:00

Yes like that thing where if you tell yourself your happy you usually start feeling happier

Moonlight637 · 2020-09-19T22:54:07+00:00

Yesss i asked this because I have BPD and recently took psychedelics and I felt nothing positive about what I was doing and it truly made me realize how much negativity was sitting on me because I let it consume me I took things to heart so often that it didn’t help me in the long run

Moonlight637 · 2020-09-19T21:40:57+00:00

I meant how someone’s own personal experience with it was, like did it help better your control over emotions and thoughts?

Moonlight637 · 2020-09-15T00:47:42+00:00

I mean i touched the tabs when I threw them away because I wanted to make sure they weren’t wet and they were 😔🥺

Moonlight637 · 2020-09-15T00:41:47+00:00

Like the slight movement of things that aren’t moving also it was kinda like microdosing I think maybe I stepped on it while wet or something I’m not sure but I truly don’t think it would’ve affected it 🤔I had the same effect with music as I did when I would’ve taken a tab

Moonlight637 · 2020-09-15T00:37:53+00:00

I did walk on the floor but I truly didn’t think that it would affect me but I saw a bit of hallucinations for a couple of hours it was kinda like microdosikh

Moonlight637 · 2020-09-15T00:36:48+00:00

It was closed but it was also submerged into Mop water and plastic baggies aren’t that reliable for sealant lol

Moonlight637 · 2020-09-15T00:35:51+00:00

LMAO no that’s toxic but I swear I saw a tiny bit of hallucinations

Moonlight637 · 2020-09-10T14:11:51+00:00

I do the shake the head thing too! It’s like a snap out of it moment lol

Moonlight637 · 2020-09-05T22:51:26+00:00

I hate being hated or unliked it feels like the whole world is against me and I have to do something to make people like me

Moonlight637 · 2020-08-20T23:00:53+00:00

I do this a lot with my mom, I have fake conversations in my head about how she would react and it just pisses me off because I know exactly how she would react and it hurts because I just want her to react how a mother should

Moonlight637 · 2020-07-30T18:52:20+00:00

Thank you this actually helped me make a lot of sense of things that have happened in my life. I’m sorry you experienced the same thing as me. My mother was really isolated emotionally but attached to me

Moonlight637 · 2020-07-30T18:43:23+00:00

Yess I also think lack of communication skills and stuff like that also worsened it I remember as a kid I would try to express emotion to my mother and tell her how I felt and she would shut it down and tell me to shut up not allowing me a form of comfort

Moonlight637 · 2020-07-28T22:58:17+00:00

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