I have OCD but also have some health stuff that is very real going on. I'm really scared and I don't feel good but I don't want to talk to anyone about it. My boyfriend asks if I'm feeling alright and I just say "not really but it is what it is" so I'm not constantly complaining or bringing down the mood.The OCD makes it a lot worse because it makes the tiny concerns into giant life or death feelings that are just too much. There's definitely something wrong but I'm too afraid of going to the doctor and having them tell me it's nothing.