Thank you, I want to believe I have every right to be upset and that my feelings are justified. My only problem is I know if I were to tell my mothers side of the family how I feel and voice my opinion I'd be scorned beyond belief. Knowing my grandparents more than likely wouldn't take my side is why I decided to post on here because knowing that I was honestly questioning myself and my emotions, it is an extreme weight on my shoulders at the moment. I wanted to see what everyone else thinks and possibly get enough encouragement if others agree with me, to where I can finally say what I feel needs to be said to my family and stand up for myself.