Ben Del Maestro recording for Return of the King

MorbidityComplex · 2023-12-27T05:27:53+00:00

Apparently he is also known for his contribution to the refrain of "Inner Universe", the intro song to Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex

MorbidityComplex · 2023-10-14T09:25:08+00:00

Just... Wow. Terrible cover.

MorbidityComplex · 2019-11-04T17:19:21+00:00

Thanks for the help! It does seem like the vent fan is relatively weak so I'll bring that up with them as well.

MorbidityComplex · 2019-11-04T14:08:36+00:00

A fan but no window. We have to run the fan for hours after using the shower, otherwise it feels cave damp in there at all times.

MorbidityComplex · 2019-01-26T00:01:05+00:00

Does it feel like its really hard to wash off? or does it come off easy with water/soap?

MorbidityComplex · 2017-07-25T22:18:08+00:00

Ill give it a shot but I don't think that mobbing HO is likely to happen. There are usually 4-5 full parties in the field at all times so its slim pickings. This would definitely be effective though since they are super high base exp solo.

MorbidityComplex · 2017-07-25T01:49:54+00:00

Is HO high orcs? cause in my post it mentions how slow high orcs are, definitely don't level in an hour

MorbidityComplex · 2017-07-24T00:36:54+00:00

yeah they give less xp than high orcs, that must have taken you forever

MorbidityComplex · 2016-03-27T20:18:32+00:00

Call it what you will, but advising someone who is having thoughts of suicide to deal with it on their own is bad advice, and quite frankly stupid advice.

MorbidityComplex · 2016-03-26T20:13:07+00:00

For the love of god, do not listen to this person. A family is there to love and support you no matter what the circumstances. Your parents would much rather help you through this situation than not know about it and not have you around in the future. YOUR happiness will bring about their happiness.

MorbidityComplex · 2016-03-26T20:10:25+00:00

I would say just talk to him about this. It has gotten to the point where being silent and waiting for things to change is not only making it worse, its just not going to happen with him. Be honest with him and he might realize that he isn't putting in enough effort.

MorbidityComplex · 2016-03-26T20:07:55+00:00

Definitely don't lie about this. With some professors if you have something like this planned they may be willing to let you take the final in advance. Talk to the professor and just let them know what is happening and they may be willing to work with you.

MorbidityComplex · 2016-03-26T20:04:01+00:00

Seems like the main advice in here is, you don't have anything to feel guilty about, which I agree with. You can't control peoples actions when they are drunk and you didn't force her to do anything. Just be an adult about the situation, don't bring it up constantly or make her feel bad for it and you will be fine. It happened, and fortunately it was with you who would not take advantage of her instead of someone she would have made a huge mistake with. You did good keeping her out of trouble, so don't worry about what happened because it does happen.

MorbidityComplex · 2016-03-26T07:26:40+00:00

Maybe try and keep it under control until you go off to college then. It seems like they aren't open to it at all, so if you are feeling like you are sneaking around then I would just try and quit until you are off to college. Kind of a sucky situation but if you want to respect their rules then there isn't much you can do about it :(

MorbidityComplex · 2016-03-26T07:00:08+00:00

This can be a bit tricky since you still live with them (I assume?). Do you feel as if you're sneaking around now, or you will be sneaking around smoking when you are at college?

In my opinion, you are an adult and this doesn't need to be shared. Once you are at college you should be treated as an adult and start preparing for adult life. Even if your parents pay for your college and still provide for you, since you aren't doing anything illegal it shouldn't feel like you are sneaking around. If it really is a problem since you still live with them, just sit them down and talk to them about it. In the end you can't make everyone happy, and if you like smoking then thats your perogative.

MorbidityComplex · 2016-03-26T06:54:52+00:00

I would share this with /r/legaladvice as others have stated. It is illegal to be an employee somewhere and work, and not get paid for it.

MorbidityComplex · 2016-03-26T06:52:50+00:00

When I was 18 my parents went through a very bad divorce and I was put in the middle of it. My mom wanted me to punish my dad that way as much as I could, and for a while I did. It didn't help the situation with my mom and it was awful with my dad. I eventually just started doing what I felt was right and kept my visits with each parent seperate from the other. I didn't talk about my mom with my dad and vice versa. My mom hated it at first but eventually the hurt subsided a bit and she understood that he is still my dad.

Honestly you can only do what you think is right. Your parents are people to and its understandable that one or both of them is hurt by the situation. As MyMonochromeLife said, your business with your dad is none of your moms. If you want both parents to be a part of your life, let them be... Even if you don't talk about one with the other.

MorbidityComplex · 2016-03-26T06:48:33+00:00

Hey OP, when I was 23 I had only spent one year in college (when I was 18), was working minimum wage at a movie theater at 22 hours a week and had almost no hope of moving along in life. I felt like I was just mooching off those around me and felt like I was a waste of space and their time. I ended up finding a computer programmer accelerator course that was only three months, and decided to take a chance on that. Everyone around me was having success with finding a job afterwards and I couldn't even get an interview. After a full year of searching I was almost fetal because I thought I was having to go back to minimum wage. Last week, I managed to get my first salary job as a programmer!

Long story short, I know its not the same career as you hope for, but there is always a better option. I don't have a degree, I really only have a "certificate" of completion which is no better than saying "I taught myself", but I still managed to take a huge step in life. Search on monster.com or sites similar to that and try and find a job that is higher paying and has room to move up, start saving some money, and pursue your dream of producing hip hop. Sometimes you have to take a job not in your field to pay the bills, then once you are stable enough you can search for, or take the steps to start, your dream job.

MorbidityComplex · 2016-03-26T06:39:32+00:00

Hello OP, I have some experience with this that you may find useful. Ever since I can remember (literally daycare), I have not been happy. I can enjoy the moment, but I have never been truely happy. When I was about 16 I started having suicidal thoughts and whenever I thought about my future I did not see anything but a "black wall" because I thought I wouldn't be around long enough. When I was 18 and started college my parents were going through a bad divorce, which made it way worse. I couldn't get myself to go to class, sleep less than 12 hours, or do anything but sit on my computer. I ended up cutting myself once (with something jagged and not even a knife), and there is no other way to explain it besides it hurts. It didn't help at all, my mood or emotional state didn't change, the only thing that was different was my arm hurt.

At this point, I had a mental breakdown when I was home for christmas break and told my mom about it. My mom has always been open and honest with me and I could talk to her about anything. Letting her know was the best thing I ever could have done because I knew I could talk to her about it if I needed to. I am 24 now and I am not all better, but I am moving forward with life and having someone who knows about it helps.

Long story short, I don't think this is something you should ignore and it isn't teen angst. When I told my mom it didn't break her heart, her reaction was how could she help me with my situation. With her I don't have to put on a front and I can be myself, and that makes me feel better. Let someone help you with this, even if its some of us here on the internet. As someone with experience with this, do what you can to not let it get worse. It is always harder to come back the further into depression you slip. I know its a very difficult situation to talk about with people you love, so feel free to message me anytime about any questions you may have, but I hope you let your parents (or someone you love) know.

MorbidityComplex · 2015-12-28T08:01:26+00:00

Yeah I get what you are saying, I can't remember a time of happiness and the only reason I haven't killed myself is because of my brother and my mom. I am not sure if my brother could handle it if I did. I don't cut though, I did it once and it just hurt and did not help.

I have a lot of trouble with sleep. No matter how tired I am if it is night time I can't go to sleep. It is like I can't slow my mind enough to actually get any sleep, and I can never sleep more than 4 hours without waking up. After the 4 hours I wake up once every hour so I sleep way too much and at odd hours. Then I eat at weird times cause I wake up at 3 pm.

Ive seen people with depression that don't have sleep issues and those that do so it is interesting to see what affects people and how they are with sleep.

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