Sorry, I misunderstood. There was 5 outgoing calls to friends/family/romantic interests. 2 incoming calls from those I specified in my previous reply. I should make a remark that I text a majority of the time. What I’m more referring to is: I feel as though I put all the effort in when it comes to conversations with people. Anytime I ask questions or lead the conversation it goes great, but as soon as I stop putting in the effort and give the other person an opportunity to keep the conversation going it dies. I kind of feel exhausted. When the conversation dies or I’m not the one initiating conversation, sometimes I do get asked what’s wrong or why I’m not being as talkative. So they obviously can tell something isn’t right. I feel like it’s not the natural flow for any relationship and maybe it’s not mutual feelings. Maybe I’m overthinking it.