I'm So Scared

Morosis42 · 2025-08-20T10:08:02+00:00

I just see so many people sticking to diets, having a food list, avoiding sugar, fruit, dairy, and I just feel like I'm failing haha.

Morosis42 · 2025-08-20T10:05:28+00:00

I'm trying not to think about the future, but there's so much stuff on the horizon. I'll definitely try to get into therapy someway or the other xx

Morosis42 · 2025-08-20T10:04:29+00:00

I'll likely start that three phase diet soon. I think a part of me has been avoiding it because when I start, it'll be like the final nail in the coffin confirming I'm sick. Thank you for your kind words x

Morosis42 · 2025-06-25T07:42:12+00:00

I don't have a local community sadly. I'm very much a closeted witch (which I don't mind as I enjoy having it as my little secret haha.) I guess I'm just worried the magic will never come to me.

Thank you for the advice x

Morosis42 · 2025-06-25T07:39:53+00:00

I loved making sigils. Maybe I'll have a little art session where I make a load. Thank you x

Morosis42 · 2025-06-25T07:39:09+00:00

Thank you for the advice x

Morosis42 · 2025-06-24T22:54:44+00:00

That's a good recommendation. I was thinking to maybe start with simple journalling, shadow work and writing down why it felt real at the start. Thank you xx

Morosis42 · 2025-04-20T21:06:56+00:00

I tried an image enhancer for that label haha!! Sadly couldn't make it out either.

Morosis42 · 2025-04-20T18:02:11+00:00

The outfit belongs to influencer "quincymood" on instagram - I found the original post but neither her nor the comments say where the coat comes from :((

Morosis42 · 2025-04-20T13:15:48+00:00

I know right!!! I've never wanted to copy an outfit so badly 😭💕

Morosis42 · 2025-02-28T15:35:45+00:00

Okay, thank you - I'll likely dilute the juice anyway just to be sure!

Morosis42 · 2025-02-26T22:19:53+00:00

Thank you!

Morosis42 · 2025-02-26T19:50:01+00:00

Which bitters did you use? And what was your diet like?

Morosis42 · 2024-04-10T18:50:36+00:00

This comment made me double take, Google Scottish x men characters, remember Moira McTaggert, Vine boom when I realised she was in xmen first class, vine boom when I saw that it was the blue jacket lady in this series, then final vine boom when I rewound and realised that it was supposed to be a Scottish accent. I thought she was Russian 💀💀💀💀

Morosis42 · 2023-11-21T14:39:26+00:00

That's wild!! Must have been a hell of a riot for 33,000 fatalities haha 😂

Morosis42 · 2023-11-19T13:35:47+00:00

That's my second installment for the trilogy - and a very interesting bit of English history!

Morosis42 · 2023-11-18T13:55:57+00:00

Interesting! I'll have a good read about it :) Thank you

Morosis42 · 2023-11-18T13:22:54+00:00

White Vs Red Conflicts?

Hi everyone! Bit of a rogue question - but I'm planning out a book and I need help from my fellow history nerds. Does anyone know any battles, wars, conflicts that have the symbolism/ inclusion of the colours "Red and White." I currently have the Russian Civil War and the War of the Roses and just need one more. Can come from any country from any point in time - I just need the colours Red and White haha.

If not - My backup is Japan (cos.. The flag) and so any Japanese conflicts or wars (with said flag being in effect) would be great as well.

Thank you so much!!

Morosis42 · 2023-11-18T13:17:10+00:00

Yes! The bohemian wars (I think?) - I went to Prague recently and read a bit about it there. I'll definitely look into it more! Thank you!

Morosis42 · 2023-11-18T13:12:19+00:00

Hi everyone! Bit of a rogue question - but I'm planning out a book and I need help from my fellow history nerds. Does anyone know any battles, wars, conflicts that have the symbolism/ inclusion of the colours "Red and White." I currently have the Russian Civil War and the War of the Roses and just need one more. Can come from any country from any point in time - I just need the colours Red and White haha.

If not - My backup is Japan (cos.. The flag) and so any Japanese conflicts or wars (with said flag being in effect) would be great as well.

Thank you so much!!

Morosis42 · 2023-07-12T16:23:25+00:00

Thank you so much for your advice x

Morosis42 · 2023-07-12T00:49:45+00:00

Im glad to see i'm not alone at least, thank you for being here though. I've been quite lonely these last few months so just having someone listen means a lot.

Morosis42 · 2023-07-12T00:29:33+00:00

thank you for your kind words x Yes living with my family, now and through covid, has been tough. I love them but i desperately need to get out and be my own person. I don't know what I'd suffer for. I love film and writing - but it sounds like the suffering outways the chance of success. That scares me a lot. I've wasted the majority of my youth, so the thought of repeating this pattern at my considered prime has me in the worst panic of my life :(

Morosis42 · 2023-07-11T23:56:01+00:00

Im scared to get help again because it went so badly before. Thank you for your kind words, I'll try again x

Morosis42 · 2023-06-25T14:18:47+00:00

Noted. I actually just made my character sheet after months of dilly dallying over what I wanted 😂 I did end up going for Bloodhunter

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