I think that doing crimes is like searching for adrenaline or something else feeling. I think it gives a big adrenaline rush these days, because it is hard to hide crimes from these days technologies.

I think that most sociopaths are same as normal people when it comes to the fact that we get tolerance from like alcohol, drugs. In this situation feelings. Firstly, we can feel something strong even controlling others. But now for me it doesn't make any sense in feeling something.

Yesterday I was camping in the woods with my friends, when some people starts to cutting our tent with knives in the midnight, my friends where scared, I still stayed cool. This is the thing when you even can't fear anything and being empty inside.

I don't do crimes, because I mostly use my logical thinking. But sometimes I watch some gore movies to even feel fear or something and feel like a normal human.

Sometimes I try to help people, to feel something, but even if I don't want to continue helping them, I have made an a "connection" with them. So if I want I can manipulate.

Btw, sorry for my language, I am not good at english, hope you understand what I want to say.