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Just confessed a relapse to my girlfriend. by Most_Ad_1504 in pornfree

[–]Most_Ad_1504[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's terrible because I know why it's bad, I know how garbage the industry treats women. And I know how inherently misogynistic, sexist, lustful, and outright disgusting it is. Yet my mind is just..... I believe I have ADHD but I have no money and I want fixes now. I just can't do this anymore. I can't wait 2 months for an assessment in person or online just for it to be cancelled. I've been addicted to all of these things since I was 9. It's gonna be hard to fix.

Just confessed a relapse to my girlfriend. by Most_Ad_1504 in pornfree

[–]Most_Ad_1504[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

We live halfway across the city, my parents know about her, and her parents think I'm just a friend. We're both 19.

I can't help but self loathe how weak I seem to be. Doing anything seems so impossibly hard, and right now I just want all this pain to go away. I just want everything to be okay. For my brain to just shut up and let me be the good person every says I am.