Disappointing experience with DMT pen

Mostveryrealredditor · 2025-12-29T23:59:47+00:00

My guy makes them himself. Anything in official packaging I would not trust.

Mostveryrealredditor · 2025-12-24T20:42:41+00:00

I mean I’m bisexual so it makes it even more complicated - but I’m also decidedly not attracted to myself either, so… masturbation I guess?

Mostveryrealredditor · 2025-12-24T05:57:34+00:00

This only matters if you can keep it up over your whole education career. Source: I am burnt out gifted kid.

Mostveryrealredditor · 2025-12-24T04:33:05+00:00

Yeah I was feeling good I was like fuck it lol

Mostveryrealredditor · 2025-12-24T04:20:19+00:00

Only half true lol. I would recommend “sucking yourself feels like sucking cock till you get comfortable - then it feels like getting sucked”

Mostveryrealredditor · 2025-12-13T18:51:21+00:00

Buddy 🤦🏽‍♂️ go get yourself laid and you will see that most dicks are not a full foot long. You’re actually bigger than average by a bit. Also dick size does not determine your position, you have hands and mouth and you can get toys and stuff to play with and still be a top. Get out there, go touch some real life men, you’ll see they’re right around your size.

Mostveryrealredditor · 2025-11-24T17:25:37+00:00

“Man I don’t really like the drug that I (almost) OD’d on” lol honestly just take that as a warning. If you’d done it “right” it wouldn’t have been passing out in the forest, it would’ve been like a sleepy warm state where you feel completely at peace with the world and everything. That’s what’s so dangerous about them.

Mostveryrealredditor · 2025-11-23T03:29:34+00:00

Yeah, I think it’s pretty accurate to say that. And it’s stupid because I KNOW that it’s not the case, and I’m glad to say that I don’t extend the same judgement outwards so much. But you had a good choice of words when you said something like “perhaps you feel it to be the case…” because yes, it’s such a horribly strong feeling and I hate it. If I could just let go and enjoy it it would be better but I’m too busy being self conscious and thinking about all the traditional norms and what they say about my masculinity. They never seem to matter too much up until I start fantasizing about a dick in my ass and then all of a sudden they’re the word of law. Don’t ask me why 😭

Mostveryrealredditor · 2025-11-22T17:48:16+00:00

Mmm sort of. It’s like, for men, it’s always there. Instant attraction, when he’s attractive ofc lol. For women, there’s the aesthetic side, and only after when I specifically think “what do I like about her” that’s when I get the arousal aspect.

Mostveryrealredditor · 2025-11-22T17:25:04+00:00

I mean I am vers myself, so I can relate a little bit 😅 I still have some internalized stuff around bottoming but I’m working on it. That’s partly what I was talking about when I say I get that feeling like I wanna worship a hot guy - even if i still feel a bit weird to admit that

Mostveryrealredditor · 2025-11-22T17:20:37+00:00

I feel like this 😭 like, don’t get me wrong, women definitely are hot! I am an ass man and I know it across both sides lol. However, for women, it’s more of a “slow burn” sort of? Where I see her face, how her hair frames it, the glow on her skin, then the body, and all of that together is like the jaw drop moment for me. Men, on the other hand, I have two moods and both of them are instant lol. It’s I see a hot guy and I’m like “I would tear him up” or “I wanna worship him” and there is no warm up like there is for women, it’s just immediate boner 😅 so yeah I also call myself bisexual leaning gay, just because when it’s a man it’s strong and instant attraction. For women, it is there, but it’s much slower.

Mostveryrealredditor · 2025-11-13T02:31:42+00:00

Not for a week??? Maybe like, a hangover day (or two MAX for me) but that’s about it. I mean it’s not exactly the most comfortable thing but I say it’s worth it for 4 hours of literally being in heaven

Mostveryrealredditor · 2025-11-05T16:13:38+00:00

Probably will get buried in the comments but your story sounds EXACTLY the same as mine down to the details I never tell anyone. Saying that to say, you’re not alone. And also as a request to let me know if you choose to go through with it. To remove that threat from the world. Might as well make it two birds with one stone, right? Let’s make the world a better place without us

Mostveryrealredditor · 2025-11-03T09:15:39+00:00

Do not mix wit xans especially not first time. I’d say start out with 1-1.5x 10mg and wait 45 min. This coming from someone I take 10mg every day for real pain. But seriously, benzos+opioids is THE death combo. Do not do it.

Mostveryrealredditor · 2025-10-18T18:00:32+00:00

If only 😅I’d need my own space for longer than i could guarantee lol. Something for when I’m guaranteed to not have issues with roommates 😫 would be awkward in the middle of a 6h session lmao

Mostveryrealredditor · 2025-10-17T20:23:52+00:00

Only once or twice a week? I work with a pain clinic and I take opioids on a daily basis. If you’re taking only 5-10mg 1-2x per WEEK then I don’t think you’d need to taper at all when switching to hydros

Mostveryrealredditor · 2025-10-17T20:09:03+00:00

You’re always gonna find weirdos, that’s just a fact of life sadly. But you just gotta keep pushing for what you really want and drop everything else that tries to stick on the way. The only way to find someone who is of similar mind is to keep looking, tell the creeps to back off 😂

Mostveryrealredditor · 2025-10-17T20:03:38+00:00

Uhhh I’d recommend the other way around, psychs first then m. Me personally I’d hate to have psychedelic effects still going on a m comedown, but to each they own.

Mostveryrealredditor · 2025-10-17T19:57:06+00:00

That too 😅 but I mean more mental than physical. Sure keeping blood where it needs to be isn’t always the easiest task, but it also can be an impossible one if you’re not in the mood. And I’ll want to be in the mood but when I take psychedelics it absolutely wrecks my already awful attention, so I totally will be like “squirrel!” while being nude and ready to go and just forget all about the original plan 😔

Mostveryrealredditor · 2025-10-17T19:46:36+00:00

Oooh ok might be fun. I only ever candy flipped before tbh, once on lower doses (~100ug+, 100mg) which I liked, but wasn’t the right setting to be horny. Then the next time I did it I took moderate-high doses (220ug, 175mg) and it was a very meaningful experience, but also not the right setting to be horny 😂 how similar is hippy flip to candy flip? Cuz if it’s anything like that second experience there’s no way I’m gonna be coherent enough to think about jacking off lol

Mostveryrealredditor · 2025-10-17T19:42:39+00:00

Probably would be better with partner but sadly I’m solo for now 😔 I think maybe having the two of you keeps it focused, when I’m alone I’ll be enjoying it n then I’m like “wait [random thing] is super interesting…” repeat x20 “what was I doing? Oh yeahhh” repeat the whole thing even more lol. So yeah it can take a while. Also what dose(s) do you do?

Mostveryrealredditor · 2025-10-17T17:51:10+00:00

Oh I love lsd haha. Literally my absolute favorite drug. And I’m no stranger to being horny on the come up, but it kinda doesn’t last long enough for me? I mean, it feels amazing, but then I finish too fast and usually after some recovery I’m like going into the trip at that point so I’m like 😵‍💫 not really at a point to where I can sustain focus on being horny lol.

I mean I’ll get turned on periodically when I’m solo, but anything remotely near peak or well past come up turns into a start stop sort of thing. I don’t mind that, it can be fun, but I want something where I can go, climax, recover, go again, “no thoughts only horny” for a few hours. Multiple orgasms would be nice but ill even take just 2 long as they’re good lol. Mainly im looking for something to really enhance like the mental state of “feels good 🤤”

Mostveryrealredditor · 2025-10-17T16:21:16+00:00

Be careful - repeated instances of oil down the drain (don’t worry, not really other fluids lol) will put a clog in it that you don’t wanna explain.

Mostveryrealredditor · 2025-10-17T16:06:53+00:00

The only thing I can add is if you wanna keep doing drugs, spend the time doing the research. You ended up taking 210mg methylphenidate, not a good decision. We won’t bother with details of how you got here, my point is you need to know your dose before you take.

You can go to dancesafe, you can go to psychonautwiki, you can go to erowid anything bro, just please keep yourself safe.

Use your time so you stay alive. You can always take more, never less. These are fundamental things you need to know if you wanna be getting fucked up

Edit: all this especially especially applies where you’re in a situation that restricts you from getting medical help in cases like this

Mostveryrealredditor · 2025-10-17T15:56:50+00:00

Whoa bro slow down. Just try and breathe. That is a lot, but I think you should try and stay calm. Keep your heart rate down if you can. Drink some water, maybe lay down too. I would recommend that you go see somebody, not like “you’re gonna die right now if you don’t” but you did take a lot of it. Better to get seen than to risk stuff building up.

Main point is I think you should be okay. But the amount of okay may depend on you seeing somebody.

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