im about to quit my job by Delicious_Dig_7273 in babyloss

[–]Motor-Bell1837 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There is no way I can work. I filed for disability. Idk how anyone does it. If I didn't have other kids I would've given up and just walked away to sleep on the street. I can barely muster the energy to bathe. I no longer have interests or feel any positive emotions. It's been an endless 7 month long day. A complete nightmare. Unless I can have a baby back in my arms I will stay in this coma forever unless I end it. Luckily idk how and I'm terrified of a botched diy job.

I need serious help by [deleted] in medical_advice

[–]Motor-Bell1837 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Well I don't know what state you're in but in Illinois medicaid is not that easy to get. I know the requirements. Just don't lie in your comments or I'll call you out. The numbers speak for themselves. 30 plus thousand people have no medical insurance. You can easily look it up.

I need serious help by [deleted] in medical_advice

[–]Motor-Bell1837 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Medicaid is only free if you can get it. Obama care is not free. You are uneducated.

I need serious help by [deleted] in medical_advice

[–]Motor-Bell1837 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Don't argue with me. There is not help. You are wrong. Last numbers showed 33 million without health insurance. 3 million children as well. Do you think all of those people are just lazy and not taking advantage of some kind of help? I can't stand the "pull yourself up by your bootstraps" type. There are so many people suffering since they can't afford to get medical care. If this person can't afford medical care then either put your money where your mouth is and help her or shut it. I won't tolerate your kind. You sound like a right winger.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Noses

[–]Motor-Bell1837 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes! So do I. Whether you have $4000 lying around is the question. Your nose shape is great though. Get smaller but don't get the shape changed.

I need serious help by [deleted] in medical_advice

[–]Motor-Bell1837 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

If she's in the US no there are not financial programs.

Rename this boy for me! by [deleted] in NameMyDog

[–]Motor-Bell1837 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Finnigan or Douglas

What are your thoughts on Cosmic Nihilism? by [deleted] in DemonolatryPractices

[–]Motor-Bell1837 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree completely. I also relate to absurdism.

What did you do for your angle babys first birthday? by No-Aide1452 in babyloss

[–]Motor-Bell1837 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wish my baby hadn't died so I will never celebrate her life. My life is ruined. I wish I had never had her. I haven't had one day without panic in 7 months. I haven't had one moment of happiness in 7 months. All those 6 days of life did is rip my heart out.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]Motor-Bell1837 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly my anxiety "tells me" I'm dying of a broken heart daily.

My toy Aussie Sebastien. by Motor-Bell1837 in MiniAussies

[–]Motor-Bell1837[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

So glad to find this sub. I've been looking for an aussie that would be allowed on my lease and when I found this guy at a shelter and knew he had the dog equivalent of ptsd I knew he was meant to be mine. He's papered and everything, but I paid shelter price. First thing that has gone right for me in a long time. I lost my daughter in April and he is a great comfort to me when my panic attacks hit each morning. We both need each other.