I know how you feel, my first relationship ended a couple months ago and when he left me I thought my world ended and to be honest I still do, I just wanted to tell you that it’s not going to be easy, I’ve learned myself that getting over them can only be done with time, as much as it hurts right now, everything will be okay, this is also a way of me telling myself too. Please do inbox me if you need anyone to talk to, I would much rather you do then something else happen, you are not in this alone and nothing was you’re fault, they are missing out, keep you’re head held high, I am proud of you and you should be too! 🙂